Sidemen Imagines

• ksimon (17)

I heard from people that you have now settled down with another man that you seem to love so much, I heard that you're married now. You didn't invite me, we used to be best friends always sharing our darkest secrets, we used to be friends with benefits until I fell in love with you.

We dated for a while but I could see that you wasn't happy, you was always out at night, you always say you were busy when I wanted you to come over. You didn't care or even have the time to listen to what I want or what I needed, the one thing you cared about was leaving me.

I don't know the guy you are married to but he is probably a prick! I wanted to be that man walking down the altar and getting married to you. I might've dreamed too much for my dreams to come through because in the end, they were broken... We was best friends into lovers, lovers into strangers and now it's like you don't know me anymore.

I sometimes struggle to sleep at night because I miss you but I know I won't be getting you now, you are a happily married man. I hope things are going well for you.

I felt the tears run down my face just thinking about you, I laid my head down on the pillow and cried myself to sleep because I couldn't carry pain anymore.

"Never mind, I'll find someone like you!" I said as my voice cracked.

I closed my stained red eyes and fell asleep in my comfy bed that I love.

When I woke up the next morning and felt a arm wrapped around my waist, it was probably Josh that saw that I was crying so he came to comfort me. He usually does that when I've cried myself to sleep, he would kiss my neck and wrap his arms around my body! It's the best thing ever...

I wish nothing but the best for you, don't forget me, I beg, I'll remember you said sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

I decided to go out on a walk, I have a dog now, her name is Poppy, she's a Golden Labrador! I love her so much, whenever I'm sleeping, she would come and cuddle with me. 

"Poppy, are you ready for your walkies?" I said carrying Poppy.

Poppy licks my face as I giggled, I put her down and we walked out of my house. I was walking down the road with Poppy just minding my own business and I see you... You and your "husband", you looked at me but I pulled a sad face as I walked away with  Poppy, I felt the tears coming, i didn't want to cry, I carried Poppy and held her for comfort. She could sense that I was upset and she licks my face which made me smile.

I walked to the park as I let Poppy run free, I felt the tears fall down! Poppy saw that I was crying and she came running to me, I carried her and she licks my face.

"Come on, baby girl, let's go home and cuddle!" I said as I put her lead back on.

I walked home just feeling sad, they both looked truly happy. I won't ever be able to love again.

Which one do you think is hurting?