Sidemen Imagines

• minishaw (9) {part 2}

Might make you cry... you've been warned. grab your tissues girl or guys.

Still Simon's POV~

I heard the door unlocked as Harry has his head over the toilet, I walk over to him and rubbed his back. He sat back on the door that was open, he started crying.

why is he crying?

"Baby, why are you crying?" I said.

He looked at me as he stroked my hair gently and took a big sigh.

"Let's go sit on the bed, I need to tell you something very important!" He said as more tears was falling.

We sat in the bed as I faced him, he looked at me with his red tear stained eyes.

"Babe, the reason I have been sick and slimming down lately because I have cancer!" Harry said as more tears fell down from his eyes.

My mouth dropped as I felt the tears coming, he has cancer... Tell me that I'm not dreaming here!

"Please tell me that I am not dreaming?" I said tears falling down.

"I wish it was a dream too but it isn't." Harry said as more tears started falling.

"When did you find out?" I said as tears were uncontrollable anymore.

"I found out 6 months ago so in that period of time, I told you a different excuse just to go to the hospital. I wanted to tell you from the start but I couldn't bring myself to myself to it because you was so happy that I didn't want to ruin that day. I've tried to tell you in so many ways but I just couldn't spit out, it just hurts when you are in love with someone and you have to tell them that your sick or you are going to die soon. I just didn't want to put you through that." Harry said as he cried will holding his hand.

"Oh, baby!" I cried as I hugged him tightly.

"Are you going to live long or how long have you got left to live?" I said.

"The doctors said... urmmm!" Harry couldn't bring himself to say how long he had left.

"The doctors said I have 6 months to live but I'm praying that I'll beat cancer's arse! I don't want to die, I'm only 24... I still have a life with you!" Harry cried in pain.

"You will beat cancer's arse! You are strong person and please don't think later that I'll leave you because you are ill! I'm happy that you came and told me whether it took 6 months for you to tell me! I'll help you through this bog! You aren't alone." I told him.

"Thanks baby, that means a lot!" He said as I held him tightly.

My heart is broken that I just found out that Harry has cancer, I don't want to lose him now but also I'm very happy that he had the courage to even sit down to tell me, even though it took him 6 months to tell me but I'm not worried about that. I just want to spend time with Harry as much as I can.

I don't want him to blame himself because he didn't tell me 6 months ago. Sometimes, it's hard to tell someone you love that your sick or you are going to die soon.

I watched Harry as he laid into bed, he's more tired than before... I can't blame him though.

I just hope that he will be cancer free, I want to be strong for him and he should be strong for himself, no matter what gets in his way.

I laid beside Harry and cuddled with him with all my love showing that he isn't alone. I let the last tear roll down from my eyes as I feel asleep.

How do you want this imagine to turn out?

Let me know in the comments below.

If you had a family member or even a loved one that died of cancer... I wish them peace and happiness. I send my condolences out to you.

My uncle died of cancer, he was my favourite uncle! RIP Uncle❤️👼