Sidemen Imagines

• minishaw (5)

I love how I write more about minishaw or ksimon! DONT WORRY! I have other ships I'm working on... I want it to be enjoyable so I don't rush the work because when I go over it, I have to change and I hate editing somethings. Fecking pain in the bum!

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{Song for this chapter}

• Shawn Mendes - A Little Too Much•
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I don't know if this chapter will make you cry?! But it did make me cry, at the end of the chapter I'll explain what's going on!
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Harry is a loud, bubbly teen and he likes to have fun with his 6 other friends. There was always one thing that held him back; the fact that he was troubled.

He was afraid of something but he wouldn't show his friends. Sometimes when he was troubled, he didn't know what do but feel alone like no one could understand him.

He hated feeling alone with his misery but sometimes he couldn't face the loneliness. He wanted someone to reach out a hand and tell him that things will get better.

at day, when he was with friends! he would pull this side that made him happy.

at night, he's crying himself to sleep! he doesn't want to feel alone or be sad anymore.

when people ask him if he's okay, he'd lie and say he was "fine" but in reality he wasn't. he wanted someone to hug him, just hug him tightly.

All of his friends and people that he knows thought he was a strong person but they don't know that he's crumbling into pieces, he's at his last straw before he has a mental breakdown.

feelings that he has bottled in.

the amount of times, he's gotten hurt.

the amount of times, people has looked straight through him and not into his eyes.

He couldn't carry on anymore, not only he was troubled... His parents expected the best out of him, he's tried but he's failing at school. The pressure his parents give him makes its difficult for him to even breath air without choking.

His parents is always comparing him to his friends since they are doing well at school but he wants his parents to understand that they can't compare him to another child because they aren't the same as him.

everyday he has listening to the "stupid life discussions" as if his parents doesn't know that he's worrying about other things.

Harry always told himself that everything will be okay, no matter how everything breaks in front of him. He carried on and didn't let anything get in his way.

sometimes it all gets a little too much..

Harry wishes that the fog that's clouding his mind that makes him take the stupid direction, would leave or clear up.

don't be afraid.

All Harry wants is comfort, he wants someone to look him in the eyes and say that "you are not okay" then talk about it.

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He got a text message from Simon, Harry it felt was the right time to vent his feelings before he does something stupid.