Sidemen Imagines

• minishaw (10) {part 2}

I saw you today, I saw there was no emotions in your face.

you was so blank even paper couldn't tell what you was thinking in your head.

oh baby, look what you've done to me!

baby, look what you done now...

I want you but then i don't.

why do you keep playing tricks with my head.

but you are so irresistible, I just want to hug you but I can't anymore.

like Liam said in irresistible, "heartache doesn't last forever." well it feels like it has been fucking forever.

I just want to hurt you so bad but then I want to love you.

seeing you kiss that "guy" makes me angry, you're meant to be mine! not his.

fuck sake! I can't deal with this anymore.

I don't want to keep waking up sitting here for hours thinking that you'll come back.

I don't want to keep waiting for your call to come through.

I don't want to be sitting here on hours upon hours just crying know that you have somebody else that isn't me.

WAS I NOT FUCKING GOOD ENOUGH?

I tried calling, I left a voicemail. I texted you, I go no answer.

WHY ARE YOU MAKING MY LIFE FEEL TRAPPED?

I can't do it anymore

I can't do it anymore

I can't do it anymore

I've had enough, then there's Josh asking if I'm okay every other night and I'm lying to him saying that I'm fine when in reality, I'm not.

I don't want to keep listening to sad songs just to mend my heart.

so show me love, show me fucking love because I thought that's all I needed.

but how can I love when I'm hurting?

I'm done

I'm done

I'm done

I'm done

I AM FUCKING DONE.

And I'll never be that guy that you want.

heartache kills

regrets are hopes crushed

dreams are always delayed.

but it's what I'm going through.

my heart will never mend.

all because it's your fucking fault.