Sidemen Imagines

• ksimon (17) {part 2}

There's songs that you can listen to:

• The 1975 - Somebody Else

• Adele - Someone Like You

• Jason Mraz - I Won't Give Up

• Hannah Montana - Ordinary Girl (It's not relevant but it sings about not giving up and being you)

Josh was round my house again, I was beginning to feel depressed but not to the stage of hurting myself, even though I wanted to but I don't want to put myself through that. It's bad enough that I'm seeing you married to another man.

Our love has gone cold you're intertwining your soul with somebody else.

I couldn't face or accept the fact that you are married now. I wanted that person to be me, look at me, I'm fucking drinking every night just to get my sober feelings away from my mind.

Get someone you love,

Get someone you need,

Fuck that and get money,

I can't give you my soul because we are never alone.

I was seriously fighting with my heart and mind, it was like I couldn't get any peace or closure. I can't keep calling Josh over because of my problems. I want to move on.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited but I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it, I'd hoped you seen my face that you'll remind there for me that it isn't over!

Never mind, I'll find someone like you!No matter, how many times I give up and fall! I'll pick myself up and move on. I got up from my bed and went to take a long shower just to pour out the negativity and the sadness to be washed away. I finished out the shower and I felt the weight on my shoulders being lifted. I looked in the mirror and smiled as I want to start fresh.

I walked downstairs and said hello to Poppy as I made her some food, I smiled as she was the only best friend that has made me happy.

I heard a knock on the door as I walked to it and opened it to see you in tears. I wanted to shut the door your face but I couldn't do it because I love you so much.

"What's wrong?" I said taking his hand and walking him to my house.

"I've had enough, I can't be in that marriage anymore. It doesn't fit, my husband is beating me." You said as I watched you cry.

I couldn't bare to see you cry, it always made me feel bad inside, I moved closer and held your chin gently, I looked into your teary eyes and gently planted my lips onto yours.

I kissed you with so much passion, something that I have been missing. You was shocked at first but you kissed me back, you laid me down on the chair as you continued to kiss me. You pulled away so we could catch our breath.

"I want to be with you again!" I heard you say.

"What?" I said.

"I want to be yours again, I realised that I threw something so special away! That's something I shouldn't have done, I may look like I'm happy now but I'm hurting inside and I want to come home." I heard you say as you laid down on my body and rested your chest on my body.

I stroked your hair as I comforted you.

"I want you to come back home as well baby! I want to come back and cuddle me like we used to before, I want you to be my friends with benefits when we needed release of frustration and sexual tension! I want all of you!" I confessed.

"Ah babe, so you aren't mad at me?" He asked as he looked up at me.

"I was never mad from the beginning, I was just upset that's all! I still love you and I'll still fuck you, if I wanted to!" I giggled.

"This something that I've missed, why did I throw it away? What was going through my head when I threw everything that we had!" He said in a sad tone.

"Sometimes we all make the wrong decisions, it only takes time before we realised what we have done wrong." I told you.

You looked at me and smiled gently as you laid your head back onto my chest.

"I bet I can still make you horny just by touching you!" You giggled.

"Try me!" I smirked.