Sidemen Imagines

• ksimon (9)

SOMETIMES IT ALL GETS A LITTLE TOO MUCH, BUT YOU KNOW, YOU GOTTA REALISE THAT THE FOG SOON WILL CLEAR UP!

J I D E ' S P O V ~

"WHY WOULD YOU FUCK ANOTHER GUY , WHEN YOU ARE WITH ME?" Jay screamed.

I didn't know what to say, I couldn't say that I was drunk because I've given him that excuse too many times.
I sighed and looked away.

"Baby, give me one more chance!" I begged.

"No, I want to you to leave this house and never come back! I'm tired of your bullshit!" He said pushing me out of the house.

I had no way of getting home and it was raining so I walked home. I walked home sadly in the rain. When I arrived at the house that I was sharing with Josh , Simon and Vik, I was hoping they wouldn't see me because I'm not in the mood to talk to anyone.

I took off my squelchy shoes and walked up stairs, I took off my wet clothes and hanged them up to dry. I picked some warm clothing and headed for the shower.

I turned on the shower waiting for it to go warm or to however I want the water to feel. I sat in the bath so I don't cause any deaths or injuries, I let the water pour down on me. I just went over the previous events of what just happened and I started crying.

I've lost my boyfriend of 4 months, 4 months wasn't long but it was special to me. I jumped out of the shower, dried myself and changed into the clothes.

I went downstairs for food and I see Simon sitting on the island, I gave him a fake smile.

"Hey Si!" I said by his nickname.

I only called him Simon, if I was angry at him.

"What's wrong JJ?" He said getting up from his chair.

"Am I a bad person?" I asked him.

"No, why?" He said as he held my hand sending shivers down my spine.

"I feel like whatever i do, it's like all the blame comes down on me. I just- how do I explain this!" I said.

"Jide, what's bothering you?" He asked.

What do you think is bothering JJ?

There's two things!