Sidemen Imagines

• ksimon (8)

SIMON'S POV~

I hated his guts.

I hated how he was always hanging out with my friends.

I didn't like how he was smiling or laughing.

I just wanted to push him away.

but something is always holding me back.

I woke up for school today, the most terrible thing on a Monday morning. I'm wishing that it was Friday again, I have to put up with stinky breath teachers and piling up homework, all the time...

Who the hell put me through this shit?

I didn't sign up for this bullshit.

I just want to scream so hard that my throat bleeds.

The one person I hated since primary was JJ! We never ever got along, we would have fights and mainly just have quarrels every time we saw each other. I hate his guts and he hates mine.

I showered and put on some new clothing then finally styled my hair as the usual hairstyle I have - nothing special.

I waited for Josh since we walk to school together, I finally heard a knock on my door and I saw Josh there as I greeted him.

"Hey buddy!" I said giving him a spud.

"Hey man, you ready?" He said as I nodded my head.

I was about to shout goodbye to my mum but I realised that she wasn't at home so I just closed the door and went.

"Simon?" He calls.

"Yes, what's up?" I said looking at him with concern.

"Why do you hate JJ?" He said as he looked at me.

I didn't know why I hated him.

there was actually no reason why I hated him, I just did.

what is going through Josh's head?

At what state of mind or place, did this just question just pop up to me.

"I don't want to talk about this!" I said as I carried on walking to school.

"What has he done to hurt you?" He questioned again.

"Look, Josh! I hate his guts and I have nothing to do with him, so would you do me a favour and stop bringing him up! I don't like how he is hanging with you guys." I said harshly.

There was silence for 3 minutes until he opened his mouth as it was some kind of realisation.

"Are you in love with him? Are you jealous? Is that why you are pushing him away? You don't hate him, do you?" Josh asking numerous questions.

"What? No, how can I be in love with someone if I hate their guts?" I said.

"Well, I guess you haven't heard when two people hate each other, they actually fall in love!" Josh explained.

was this true?

nah, I'm not in love with him.

"Whatever!" I said as I carried in walking.

We finally reached the school grounds and headed to our first lesson, which was science! I have to sit next to my enemy JJ, I've asked my teacher Mr Franklin to move seats but he doesn't care if I hate him.

I have a sad depressing life.

First of all... Who the fuck does Mr Franklin think he is? I've told him that I wanted to move but apparently we have a "seating plan" so we can't move seats.

And second of all... Who made him an science teacher when he can't teach for shit.

I am so pissed off right now.

I sat at my table and I see JJ walk in as I avoided looking into this eyes, I felt like pushing him every time he sat next to me. It was such an urge to do so but how on earth did I manage to hold the grudge?

Hearing his laugh just made me boil up with anger.

but when he smiles it was so mesmerising.

What the fuck?

No, Simon, get that out of your head!

You don't care about him..

I sat at my desk and sighed...

this was going to be a long day.