Sidemen Imagines

• minishaw (10) {part 3}

I saw you today, you looked broken.

I was at the house just talking to JJ, I saw Josh with you in the kitchen.

I heard those words escape your mouth as if someone has hit me in the face.

"I don't want to keep sitting at home telling myself that I am okay when I'm not."

"I can't do this anymore"

"Where are you going?"

"I'm going home so I can cry my soul until it's empty. Maybe even think about going straight again. Fuck sake! my life is just-"

"I'm so done, I just want to jump off a cliff... Goodbye!"

their conversation ended, I felt eyes on me.

I didn't hear a word from anyone of their mouths but footsteps leaving.

I am just here with my thoughts

for some reason, I felt pain hit me in the chest.

I laid my head down on the armchair and I started crying.

crying pain that I've never felt before.

all I did was hurt you.

I broke up with you.

I told myself, I wasn't good enough for you.

all I see in you is hurt and pain.

I thought I was happy with new guy, I'm with but it turns out that I'm not.

I was such a fool for letting you go.

I wiped the tear that has fallen and got up.

what should I do?