These Four Walls // H.S

Chapter Eighteen

Last night was unexpected. Having Harry on his meds made everything so much better but last night i thought i was going to see the old Harry. Even after he explained his love i was still not sure. I didnt say anything after that. Harry had carried me inside and i went to bed earlier, leaving Harry up and alone. From what i know he probably sat on the couch but i didnt feel him climb into bed so maybe he left. I head to the bathroom as soon as i get up, i use the toilet and wash my face then head out to the kitchen. Harry is passed out on the couch, snoring louder than usual. I switch on the kettle and it starts to make noise showing its heating up and i can se Harry stir on the couch. I pull out to coffee cups and prepare them before walking over to Harry. He is mumbling and i can start to sweat on his forehead, is he having a nightmare? I walk to the bathroom and grab a hand towel and head back to Harry. I notice a tear fall from his eye and i place the hand towel on Harry head. Harry hand suddenly jerks up and grabs my wrist which makes me jump but when Harry's eyes flutter open and his lips turn into a smile which made me feel calmer. Harry pulled me onto of him and i nested my head on his shoulder as he wrapped his arms around me.

"Everything is going to be ok, right?" Harry mumbles breaking the silence.

"Of course it is." I dont know whether im lying to myself or not but i didnt want to be anywhere else. Im happy right here, right now. "How about a coffee, wake you up a bit."

"We can, or we can continue to lay here." Harry says kissing me on the cheek. He was warm, which made this day much nicer. In the silence you could hear the rain hit the roof and the cars driving through the puddles outside which made a slushing sound.

"What were you dreaming about?" I ask Harry. His breathing hitches and becomes rough.

"That coffee does sound nice." Harry says as he sits us up. I let out a sigh and walk to the kitchen. Its quite funny how a perfect moment can end so suddenly. I turn the kettle on again and lean against the bench. I notice Harry getting up and making his way to the bathroom. After i make the coffees i let them sit on the counter and walk to the bedroom. I collect all the dirty clothes and put them in a basket and make my way to the laundry. To take my mind off of Harry and his weird behaviour i put on a load on.

(Liam's P.O.V)

"What's your deal?" Anna says kicking me in the side. I roll over trying to ignore her and her wicked ways but with one push i fall off of the bed.

"Can you just fuck off." I yell climbing back onto the bed.

"We made a deal and im not leaving until it works."

"Go and annoy someone else with your pathetic ways."

"Pathetic? Do you want to know whats pathetic?"

"No i really dont."

"Liam your in love with your best friends girl and even though you know your better for her then he is you continue to torture yourself."

"Just fuck off Anna, no one wants you here."

"What ever you say Liam, just dont come crying to me when it all blows over." Anna says, seconds later the front door slams. Was it worth getting up now? I look over at the clock and its well into the morning. I let out a groan and roll back over, i new i had to get up there was a lot i wanted to do today.

(Harry's P.O.V)

What is wrong with me. I stare at my reflection, not reconising who i see. I swollow back a pill or two and wash my face. I think i should go back to mums, being around Aly isnt helping me. I know i skipped yesterdays meds and i felt it but maybe if i spend the weekend away i can get back to normal because i know if i stay here it'll end up hurting her. I walk out of the bathroom and walk to bedroom to change my shirt. I slip my boots on and walk to the kitchen where Aly had made me a coffee, fuck. I take a few mouthfuls of the coffee and tip the rest down the sink.

"Aly?" I call out. She appears at the laurndry door, looking straight at me. "Im going over to see my sister, i dont know when i'll be back."

"Harry did i do something?" She asks as i go to walk away.

"No, i just."

"It's ok, just text or call so i no your ok." Aly says interupting me as she walks over in my direction.

"Yea whatever, i'll see you when i see you." I said before Aly reached me. When i got to the car i took off without a second thought. It was always hard to walk away from Aly, but i need to leave and i wasnt ready to explain to her why. I hit the highway and it starts to piss down with rain, another sign this season is just going to be fucked. Living on the outskirts of London never bothered to surprise me but at least the snow hasnt started, yet.