These Four Walls // H.S

Chapter 38

Destroy anything you love before anything you love destroys you...

How many times must she leave for me to feel alright about it. How many times does she have to mess with my emotions for me to be able to feel like it's ok. I feel alone, even though I'm not. I feel lost even though I have directions and I'm sitting here in a place I no very well. I wonder if I scream boo someone will jump and run. I'm letting my thoughts take over again, I have to stop doing this.

"You okay mate?" I snap my head up and see Liam standing there with a bottle of beer in his hand.

"I'm fine." I gritted through my teeth. I wasn't fine, how can you be fine when the one that's been there with you left without saying where she was going or if she'd be ok.

"Why don't you call your mum and see where she is."

"Why don't you shit you hole." Liam didn't say anything else, I heard him walk away and that was it. I just sat there with my head in my hands. If only there was a way I could get this thing off of my ankle. The house was silent, I could hear the clock ticking. I got up and walked straight towards the clock, I picked it up and threw it straight on the ground and crushed it with my foot. The fucking thing was getting on my nerves.

"Really Harry, what did the clock ever do to you?" I looked up and saw Gemma standing there with a brown paper bag in one hand.

"It was pissing me off."

"Where's Aly?"

"I don't fucking know, she left this morning and hasn't come back."

"He is being the biggest cry baby ever." Liam says as he walks into my view with an apple in his mouth.

"Fuck up would you." I say throwing my hands in the air. I walk back to the couch and sit down in the exact some spot I was in when Aly left.

"Where did she go?" Gemma asked.

"London maybe." Liam answered.

"Why would she do that? and what the fucks up with your face?" Gemma asked Liam. I looked up and had almost forgotten that he was kidnapped and bashed by Aly's so called brother and sister.

"Long story short, Aly's Brother Jace and sister Kyte kidnapped me and Anna and when I told Aly and Harry she left in a huff and now he is pissed off." Liam explained.

"What the actual fuck?" Gemma couldn't believe what she had just heard. "Why haven't you called mum, maybe she can look out for Aly."

"Why would she want to do that?" I asked.

"Because she's in London with Robin dumb ass." Gemma was starting to get on my nerves. When you want to be alone you can't be and when you want people around no one wants to know you.

"Can you both leave." I mumble. My head started pounding and I couldn't take them being here any longer.

"I cant, I'm waiting for Ashton here." Gemma says with a smile. I shook my head and got up off the couch. I decided to just leave myself, but I couldn't so I switched directions and headed up stairs. I went to my room, it wasn't the same. Aly's perfume lingered in the room and it made my head hurt even more. I threw myself onto the bed and just decided to crash.

(Liam's P.O.V)

"Who's Ashton?" I asked Gemma. We've known each other for about five maybe six years and yet I've learnt everything about her.

"Just a friend." Gemma answers. Her cheeks turn red and I couldn't help but laugh.

"Just a friend ay." It was always joy able to see he blush when I made fun of her.

"I swear it's like I have two brother when your around." Gemma laughs.

"What's so bad about that?"

"One is enough."

"Yea it must be Hard having Harry as a brother."

"He hasn't always been like this, he just need something to occupy his mind."

"I thought that's why he keeps Aly around."

"He keeps Aly around because there is obviously a connect that can't be broken."

"Connection?"

"There in love."

"Love, aha I wouldn't call what they have love."

"What would you call then?"

"I don't know, but I know it isn't love."

"Have you ever been in love before?"

"No."

"Well don't judge." Gemma said it like she knew why it was. I mean I've known her for a while and she's only been with one guy and his name happened to be Liam aswell. She had made herself comfortable on the couch where Harry had been sitting and pulled out her phone. I was leaning on the wall admiring her from a distance, I didn't even notice she had died her hair.

"I like what you did with your hair." I spoke. She looked and raised an eyebrow.

"Thanks." She speaks so clearly.

"Do you think we should call your mum and see if she can look out for Aly?"

"We could, but if Harry is really worried about her then maybe he should ring her, he has got to learn to do things for himself."

"When's you friend coming?"

"What's with the twenty questions?"

"I don't know, I thought I'd make conversation."

"Go and make it somewhere else." And with that there was a knock at the door. Gemma was quick to her feet and soon answering the door. There was a tall lad standing there with blonde hair and green eyes. His smile was wide when he saw Gemma. I watched as they hugged and as he kissed he cheek. "Tell Harry I'll be back later."

"Whatever." I waved them off and walked over to the couch. It was my turn to sit here and play on my phone as I think about depressing shit, but as depressing as I get I was worried about Aly and what would happen if she finds her siblings or if they find her.

(A short chapter because I love you guys xx aha and because I won't be posting for another few days).