on the run [Niall Horan] FINISHED EDITED

Chapter 17 ~ The Date

Oh mi Gerd i can believe that im already on chapter 17 oh mi gerd i have so meany books coming out for you all but not till this one is finished.

"I dont know what to wear there is nothing in my closet" i mumbled throwing more clothes into the newly found pile on my floor. "Cristle do you want me to pick something out" Kody says getting annoyed by all the clothes flying around the room.

"Please" i said sitting on the bed, "i dont know why im so distressed about all this i mean ugh i dont know" i wine. "Its because you love him" Kody sang turning around to face me "try this" she threw a outfit at me walking out of the room.

I looked at the outfit it was perfect, it had a longsleve grey top that hit my curves perfectly some pink skinny jeans a pink scarf the same color of the jeans and some grey flats it fit perfectly with the casual appearance he told me to wear.

I slipped on a bracelet and let my hair flow naturally down my back. I put on some mascara and lip gloss, im not in the mood for much make-up but oh well.

i walked into the living room getting more and more cautious of how i look, Then Niall walked out he had some really nice dark skinny jeans on but not too skinny just right, along with a green shirt. 

"You look amazing, love" he says pulling me closer to him by my waist. I giggle "you look dashing" i whisper into his ear" he blushed while we walk out of the flat. 

We have been in the car for what seems like forever, Niall wont tell me where we are going and he made me put on a red blindfold so i wouldnt see where we are going.

"Niall please tell me" i bagged for the millionth time, "in your dreams princess" he laughed i huffed and crossed my arms over my chest. "but" he cut me off "no butts" the rest of the car ride was filled with me bagging and both of us singing to the radio.

"Were here princess" Niall said removing the blindfold, my jaw dropped as i saw the most beautiful thing in the world. It was a huge tree with blossoming vines falling from the branches while its leaves were a mixture of orange red green pink and a few hints of blue in there.

Under the tree there was a red and white checkered blanket and a picnic basket. "Niall" i said bewildered "it gorgeous" he kissed the top of my head leading me to the blanket where we both sat down.

I smelled in its beautiful sent and closed my eyes what i saw was a life with no John well one can wish. All ive ever asked for in life is to be happy and right now iam no matter what happens in the futer i dont care all i care about right now is Niall and i having a amazing time.

I looked to my left my jaw dropped again how did i not notice that there is a huge lake and a rope swing tied to one of the big branches i wish i would have brought my swimsuit. And just like he was reading my mind "I brought both of our swimming suits dont worried" i smiled at how sweet he is to me.

"i wanna swim now" i begged "can we eat first" he asked i nodded taking a bite from my PBandJ. When we finished eating we went for a swim. I put my foot in the water "no its freezing" i said running away from the water.

I kept running till i felt strong arms rap around me picking me up and putting me over there shoulder "Niall let me go" i laughed punching his back. "In your dreams love" he said running to the water.

"No Niall dont if you do i swea- i was cut off by water spashing me in the face. I looked up and Niall was laughing. "Help me out please i need to pee" i said smirking he nodded puting his hand out to pull me out of the water. 

I pulled as hard as i could pulling him into the water with me. "Oi" he says catching his breath. He pulls me closer to him so that our noses are touching "I love you Cristle" he whispers. I close my eyes "I love you more Niall" i mutter laying my head on his shoulder.

He chuckles "Im sorry love but thats not possible. Now i was chuckling "you wish" i lift my head off his shoulder and stare into his beautiful deep blue eyes. "I dont see it" i say "see what" he cups the side of my face with one hand.

"Why you chose me" i whispered hoping that he didnt hear me. " Love why wouldnt i choose you, your beautiful smart funny carefree have a amazing personality, why you? Why you because i love your smile your eyes i love you. Your perfect to me you dont need to be perfect to anyone els nobody else opinions matter all that matters is that i love you and that why do i need a better reason?" he asked

By now tears were streaming down my face. "And you can do so much better" he whispers. "I need you Niall if you weren't her Kody wouldn't be alive and neither would i and im so very thankful for you, but if anyone can do better its you." 

I stared into his eyes which were getting watery. I didn't think he was going to say anything s i closed my eyes but to my surprise his lips care crashing into myn.

I kissed him back, this kiss right here had so much passion and love into it when we pulled away for air "Cristle, i wouldn't be with anyone but you, you are my everything. And dont you forget that." he said kissing my four head.

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We spent about 4 more hours playing in the water and it was beginning to get dark "Niall, im tired can we go" i asked. he nodded helping me up and guiding me to the car.

I fell asleep in the car it was about 11 at night and im not used to staying up that late im not a night person. Sadly.

"Love wake up were here" he said slightly shaking me i grunted "ok ok" he laughed. Man this boy knows me way to well. He rapped his arms around my torso picking me up like i was as light as a balloon. But im not, im to fat to be that light.

He carries me Bridal style into my room and lays me on my bed, puts some blankets on top of me and kisses my forehead. "Night princess" he says into my hair. I don't say anything I'm to tired to even speak.

He walks out of the room. I lay in my bed. Thinking. What if he knew how broken i am what if he saw under my makeup on my wrists what if he knew about.

My Eating Disorder.

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PLEASE READ THIS IT WILL HELP ALOT FOR SOME OF YOU SO PLEASE PLEASE READ

Hey my lovelies I've had one of the best weeks in my life i got a puppy that I've been bagging for all my life got the guy i love number and met new friends. But I've also had some bad stuff happen, I've been lied to taken advantage of and left in the dust.

This next chapter is going out to all the people that cut and have eating disorders and everyone in the world that is depressed.

~Dezzikinz

So away from all the depressing shit i wanna ask you some questions

~What do you all think about Taylor wanting to buy a house near Harry?

~What do you think Niall is going to think when he finds out about Cristles cutting and Eating dissorder

~Do you have a favorite boy? If so who?

~Dezzikinz