Nine Months || Kim Taehyung X Reader

Chapter 5

Week 6

~~ Y/N's POV ~~

It has been a week since I told Taehyung the news and I have not talked to him since. The last thing he did was hug me after I told him then he walked away, we have never talked since and I'm starting to wonder if telling him was a good idea or not. Seoin claims that now it's up to him since he knows. I want to keep it no matter what my parents think at this point, I don't think I would be able to get rid of something growing inside of me.

Over the past week, I have even expressed to Seoin about how I feel like Taehyung might just be ignoring me now and that I might as well just have the kid myself. Even though I'm totally not ready for a kid.

"Y/N ah I think you should go talk to him about it" Seo says.

"How am I supposed too when, whenever I see him he looks down at the ground and walks away like he is ashamed of me or something" I sigh.

I lay down on the grass in the courtyard as the late July wind blows through my hair. I shiver as the wind blows through the courtyard, the weather is to the point where it is getting cooler but it's also still kind of hot still. I feel my phone buzz in my pocket and I pull it out and see a text from an unknown number.

Unknown Number:

?: Can we talk after school?

Y/N: Who is this?

?: Its Taehyung.

Yes even though I have known him for about 5 years I did not have his number until now.

Taehyung:

Y/N: Sure, where at?

T: I'm not sure yet, just meet me at the front of the school after school is done

Y/N: Will do...

~ End of Texting ~

"Well Seoin you get your wish. I'm going to talk to him" I sigh.

"That's great! When?" she asks.

"After school"

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I close my locker with a sigh and turn to walk out of the school to the front gate. I wait along the brick wall surrounding the school waiting for Taehyung watching everyone else streaming out of the school. I spot a blonde headed boy walk over in my direction with his earphones in, he looks up at me and flashes me a quick grin. I'm surprised to see Taehyung with blonde hair, but it suits him.

"Hey Y/N" he greets. I raise my eyebrows and cross my arms over my chest," Hey? Hey, is the first thing you have to tell me after what I told you last week?" I say trying my best to retain my anger.

"Well I am greeting you" he mumbles," But, that's why I asked to talk to you after school today. I needed to gather my thoughts first before talking about this."

Psh, he needs time to think over the situation? Last time I checked I'm the person that will be expanding to the size of a balloon if we or I decide to go through with this. "Are we going to talk here?" I ask looking around the courtyard that still has a couple of students lingering in the gate yard area.

He shakes his head," I was thinking we go grab something to eat and talk about this. It's still not private but it's away from school."

"That sounds fine, but what about our parents?" I ask.

"Well they are business partners, so I think it would be only right if they saw their children getting along and going places with each other" Taehyung states.

I nod my head," So where to?"

He tugs on his backpack straps," The ramen shop a couple of blocks from here."

After about 10 minutes of walking, we approach the small ramen shop and take our seats in the booth and order our food. I ordered a shoyu ramen and Taehyung ordered spicy ramen, we both let out a sigh as our food gets placed in front of us.

"Kamsahamnida!" we both exclaim as we receive our food.

We start to slurp down our food, during the process, I forgot the main reason why we came there in the first place," So Y/N... What do you plan on doing?" Taehyung asks while wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.

"Doing with what?" I ask slurping down more noodles.

"With your situation" he says glancing down at my stomach.

I set my chopsticks down with a sigh," Honestly, I don't know what I want to do.  I'm thinking about keeping it or giving it up for adoption if that doesn't work out."

I look over at Tae and he is looking down in his lap not saying a word, before finally breaking his silence," How could you say that?" he exclaims while softly slamming his fists down on the table.

I glance down at his hands and notice he is clenching his fist," Say what?"

"That you are going to keep it?" he says with his head down.

"What do you mean?" I ask feeling a clenching feeling in my chest.

"Well look what situation we were in, we were drunk! It was a mistake! Hell, we are not even in a relationship together!" he responds.

I take a gulp and try my best to take deep breaths before flipping out, "Still, I wouldn't call it a mistake. I believe that everything happens for a reason, so I think even though this happened at an inconvenient time this little human in me is not a mistake" I explain.

He stays quiet while squeezing his fist tighter to the point where they are white now," Well what do you want me to do?" I ask

"Get an abortion" he says coldly

"A what? You can't be serious!" I exclaim.

"With our lives, we live with our parents, there is no way that this will happen without an incident. They will flip out if they find out" he sighs.

"Is there any other reason that you have?" I ask while wrapping my arms around my chest.

"We are still in high school, no point into rushing into the future" he says.

"We don't have to rush into the future, and this won't change any of that. What you are asking me to do is ridiculous" I state," If you don't want in, tell me now so I know that I have to do this by myself, and here I thought you were changing."

He looks at me with wide eyes as if what I just said hurt him in some way," I didn't say anything like that."

"Well, I need an answer from you" I urge.

"I can't promise I will be there. But I won't leave you alone financially if this is what you want" he mumbles.

"Good" I say as I stand up after finishing the rest of my bowl.

"Good? Where are you going?" he asks.

"I'm walking home, so thanks for the meal" I huff.

I turn around on my heels and exit the store, bowing to the lady standing at the front. I wrap my arms around myself trying to hold myself together as I walk down the street and home.

~~ Taehyung's POV ~~

I give the waiter the money for the bill and rest my head in my hands, I can't believe I just did that. I can't believe I just asked the girl I liked, the girl that is the mother of my child to get an abortion. I can't get that hurt look she had on her face when I told her to get an abortion out of my head. I swear sometimes, I don't act without thinking and I get myself in deeper things than I should...

A/N: If you are reading this you are an amazing person! Remember that! Also thank you for reading this if you are I appreciate it alot. Also there will be chapter dedicated to just Tae's perspective in the future to recap how he thinks/ feels during all of these chapters.