Nine Months || Kim Taehyung X Reader

Chapter 10

Week 11

~ Y/N's POV ~

I lay on my side on my bed hugging my stuffed lion close to my chest reflecting on what happened the past week. Since then I haven't talked to anyone about it, better yet even talked to anyone at all. There's no point in talking to Taehyung, I haven't bothered to bring eomma into this even though she has been checking in on me since then, and I would have told Seoin but she has been extremely busy since she got back from her family vacation.

I hear a soft knock on my door and I let out a soft groan, before hearing the door open with a soft creak, "Y/N ah, gwenchanayo?"

" Ne, gwenchana."

There is no answer back and the edge of my bed dips down under eomma's weight as she sits down next to me. She softly runs her hand over my head reminding me when she used to soothe me as a child. "I know there is something wrong. There is no reason for you to lie to Y/N" she whispers.

I nod my head in response and turn my head so that I'm looking at her," Just a lot of things are going on right now... It's just overwhelming I guess."

"Things get tough once in a while, I kind of figured something was wrong when I had to you pick up from school this a tear stained faced" she confesses.

I decide to stay quiet and before I know it I start to cry... again. "Omo, Y/N ah hajima, stop crying" she exclaims as she wraps her arms around my body.

"Why is this so difficult?" I sob.

"What's so difficult? What's wrong? Talk to me" she pushes.

"This!" I exclaimed gesturing to my entire body," I didn't ask for all of this!"

"Hey, hey calm down, no need for yelling, just talk it out" eomma rubs my back while trying to calm me down.

"I didn't ask for a child at this age. I didn't ask for being attacked because of it either. You know what, I actually thought about keeping it, thinking that everything will be okay. Thinking that he would be here and not leave me hanging like how he did during school. Now... Now I'm not too sure about what I want to do."

I look up at eomma and see her slowly nodding her head," Y/N ah, no one said this was ever going to be easy. Hell being pregnant is not even easy. I can only imagine what you could be going through as a teenager."

"But, why is it like this?" I sniffle.

"Things don't always work out the way we want them too. I would know that" she states.

"What are you talking about?" I ask.

She rests her hand on my leg," I don't think I ever brought this up to you. But, you weren't supposed to be an only child. You were supposed to have a younger sibling. A younger sister."

My eyes go wide from this news, I wipe my eyes and stare back at eomma meeting her gaze," What happened?"

"Well let's just say, your father was really set on having a son. When he found out about you he was okay with it seeing how he wanted two children so he thought the second one would be different, but when he found out your sibling was a girl he had a fit. At the time I honestly couldn't tell whether he was intoxicated or not. But he told me to either give her up when she was born or get an abortion" she confesses.

"I refused to do any of that, so I just happened to tell him that on a day where he wasn't in the mood for not getting his way. He told me he would take care of it and he did. He beat me to the point where I went into labor early and we lost your sister because she was born too early. After that I just cherished you, seeing how you were all I had at the time. And that both pregnancies with you and your sister I was an emotional mess because of your father. I know it's not exactly what you are going through. But, this type of thing is a gift no matter what you get put through."

"Wow..." I say speechless," I.. I don't know what to say."

"You don't have to say anything, just don't think about what you are going like a bad thing. Think of it something that you can build off of and make yourself stronger" she states," Push whatever happened at school on the side and have it in your heart to hear Taehyung out. I'm sure he will come around at some point or another. If not you always have me. I just don't want you to miss out on something like this."

I nod my head before hugging eomma," Thank you."

"Are you alright now?" she asks.

I nod my head," I should be fine. I just need to keep my mind off of it and like you said don't think of it as something that is holding me back."

She smiles before patting my head and walking out of the room," I will be downstairs if you need me."

~ Taehyung's POV ~

I sit up straight in my bed as sweat runs down my head. I wipe my forehead and let out a deep breath. Ever since the incident at school, all I can do is replay how I just left Y/N thereafter panicking. I run my hands through my hair before running them over my face. Why am I such an idiot?

I hear a phone ring throughout the house before hearing my name being called. I get out of bed and make my way to the phone in the living room," Mr. Kim, there is someone on the phone requesting you."

"Thank you" I reply as I take the phone from her.

"Hello, this is Kim Taehyung." I answer the phone.

"Ah, Taehyung it's nice to hear your voice, I haven't heard or even seen you in a while" the voice answers.

"Mrs. Lee is that you?" I ask.

"Haha yes, it is me. I'm surprised you recognized my voice" she laughs into the phone.

"You called, is there anything important you would like to talk to me about?" I ask.

"Actually yes it is. I'm not quite sure what is taking place between you and Y/N, but she has a doctor's appointment soon and I thought you should know if you wanted to be there with her" she states.

"Oh thank you for the information, I will talk to Y/N about it soon" I reply letting out a sigh.

"No problem, I just think you should know about these kinds of things"

I nod my head even though she can't see me," Mrs. Lee, is Y/N okay after what happened at school?"

"Ah, she's alright just give her time. She just needs time to think about everything" her mom confesses.

"I see, well thank you for this information, I will try and make it up to her" I respond.

"See you soon Taehyung, keep in touch" she responds before clicking the phone off. I put the phone back on top of the stand, before letting out a sigh, what have I done?

Aish I can't believe that I made her cry, I look at the phone debating whether or not I should call her myself and check in on how she is. With a sigh I set my phone down, no, I will resolve this in person with her.