Letting Go (Niall Horan AU)

Chapter 24

Niall
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As I type random crap on my lap top to make it seem like I'm doing homework, I'm fucking losing it.

That was too close. Too close to me almost having a break down and telling her. Too close to telling her everything I vowed to never let her know.

October lets it go thankfully. As she finished her essay I think of something to do.

"Truth or dare?" I ask her.

"What?"

"Truth or dare?" I repeat.

"Uh..... Truth?" She answers.

"What a tosser." I scoff trying to annoy her.

"Fine! Dare!" She shouts exasperated.

"I dare you to..... Kiss me."

"How daring." She rolls her eyes.

"I don't know okay? I'm bored."

She laughs and leans in to kiss me but when she closes her eyes I move to the side so she falls face first into her pillow.

"Niall!"

"Aw, poor baby! You kissed a pillow!" I tease.

"Ni." She pouts crossing her arms.

"What? It's not like you haven't kissed your pillow pretending it was me before."

She rolls her eyes.

"As if."

"Trust me I know you've done much worse to that pillow. Might as well tape a picture of me face on there."

"Niall James Horan!" She shrieks hitting me with the alleged pillow.

"Ew no! Keep that thing away from me!"

"Niall! I didn't do the dirty with my pillow!" She yells.

"You." *hit* "nasty" *hit* "pervert!" She says in between beating me with the pillow.

"Fine fine!" I give in laughing at how embarrassed she is.

Once we both calm our laughter, I whisper into her ear,

"October, have you ever touched yourself?"

October
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"What?" I ask surprised at what he just asked.

"No."

Niall leans closer.

"Never?"

"No." I whisper back.

"Would you like me to show you?" He asks seriously.

"Uh...."

"October I know you do." He smirks.

I grow red in the cheeks because I kinda do.

Niall takes my embarrassment as a yes and pulls down my sweat pants.

He keeps his eyes on mine the entire time.

"Open your legs." He instructs gently.

I obey.

"Good."

He takes my hand in his and guides it down to my private area.

"Tober, don't be embarrassed." He says gently.
"It's just me."

I nod.

He presses my hand down on my area.

I gasp.

Niall smiles at my reaction.

"Why are you dong this?" I ask him.

"So you can make yourself feel good when I'm not around. I don't ever want you with anyone else. I don't want any other man to make you feel the way I do. So I'm showing you, so if you ever have..... Needs, and I'm not there you won't go to another man." He replies looking into my eyes.

I nod again.

He continues. Niall guides my finger in a slow circle motion. Moans escape my lips as he guides my hand.

I grab at his hair and he moans too.

"You're so beautiful." He whispers watching me.

Just then the door clicks open and I hear a gasp.

"Oh my god." Jenna whispers turning red.

I'm sure I'm a tomato at the moment and I cover myself.

"I'll.... Just go now..." Jenna stutters. And starts walking out.

When the door closes again I hide my face in my hands.

"Oh my lord." I gasp. What is Jenna gonna think of me now? She just found me touching myself in our dorm room with niall!

I try to think of a way to avoid Jenna for the rest of my life.

To my disappointment I can think of none.

"Babe." I hear niall say.

"Ya?" I whisper.

"Don't be embarrassed." He says rubbing my back.

"Oh my god niall! Do you know what she just saw!?" I exclaim.

"Yes."

"Then why aren't you freaking out?"

"Because it's not like she'll tell anybody right? She's your friend."

"Ya, but she saw me- ugh!"

"Baby, listen to me. Just don't mention it. Pretend like nothing happened. You can't change anything, so don't dwell on it. The past was the past." Niall says kissing my cheek.

I nod but I'm still fucking red as a fire truck.

"Let's go to my place ya?"

"Okay." I agree slipping my sweats back on.

Dear fucking lord, that was the most embarrassing moment of my life.

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