Letting Go (Niall Horan AU)

Chapter 46

October

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I let out an exhausted sigh as I have just finished all my assignments. Earlier Niall invited me to come to this huge party they're throwing over at the frat house tonight. I'd declined due to the fact that I am not Niall Horan who finishes two weeks worth of assignments in less than 15 hours.

I climb into my bed and lie down finally getting some sleep after this long week. I'm so tired and all I want is to sleep.

Niall

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It seems almost half the campus has shown up to our not-really-annual all out party. We've been throwing this all out party for two years now and from the other experience I'm not gonna be able to remember my middle name until next week.

It's weird drinking because I haven't in a while since October has been around. I've never even been to a party since October and me were official. It's weird not getting around with random girls. It's a good change though.

Harry

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I can barely see straight and the party's been going on for atleast 4 hours already. I stumble to where I see Niall's brown/blonde hair taking body shots off of some random chick. Everybody cheers as he slurps alcohol off of the girls stomach.

I laugh and walk over throwing an arm around him.

"Where have you been Ni?" I exclaim as we walk over to the crowded couch.

"Just around." Niall smiles at me.

"I was looking for you!" I tell him.

"Really?" He asks smiling wider.

"Yup." I say then burp. Niall and I both break out into laughter. When we stop laughing I look up and see Niall's eyes are already closed, and then our lips smash together.

The feeling of Niall's lips on mine is familiar, and I'm so happy. I realize that I'm not moving my tongue like Niall is so I start to. I smile and Niall pulls away then laughs into another kiss.

I run my fingers through his hair as he picks me up, stumbling slightly. I can tell we're going upstairs, and we never break lip contact until we reach his room. He kicks the door closed behind him and lies me down on his bed, still heavily kissing.

"I've missed you so much." I whisper between kisses.

"I've missed you too Harry." He replies.

He then quickly pulls off his shirt throwing it across the room and I do the same, wanting to be free of my clothing. As Niall kisses me I slowly unzip his tight jeans and pull them down. He kicks them onto the floor, leaving him in his tight black boxer briefs.

I whine as he unzips my black skinny jeans.

"Fuck Harry." He mutters as he struggles to pull my jeans off. He's taking too long so I kick them off onto he floor.

Our lips then reconnect and I feel how hard we both are underneath the thin fabric of our boxers. I slip off Niall's underwear easily, then he does the same to me. I lift up my hips to make it easier to pull them off.

I moan at the feeling of our naked bodies pressed together. Niall's lips move from my lips to my neck. I press my hands against his chest feeling his heart beating fast, like mine probably is also.

Niall stops leaving marks on my skin and I open my eyes to see him adjusting himself.

"Tell me to stop." He whispers in my ear as he slips hisself into me. I whimper at the pain. The pain soon subsides to being uncomfortable.

"Can I move?" Niall asks in a raspy voice, and I nod, not trusting my own voice.

He starts to thrust slowly, and the uncomfortableness subsides into pleasure.

"Faster." I say and he starts to thrust faster. I moan his name repeatedly.

"I love you Harry." Niall says.

"I love you too Niall." I reply.

Niall's thrusts become sloppy as we both reach our climax.

"Fuck." He moans as he comes.

I do too a second later.

He rolls off of me while we both try to catch our breath. He wraps his arms around me and pulls my back against his chest.

I slide my thumb over the small tattoos he has all over his wrist and spot the one that matches mine. It's a small sun.

I look at the one I have of a little black circle the same size.

"You never covered it up." I say.

"Nope. I couldn't." Niall replies quietly as he admires our matching tattoos we got years ago.

"Remember when we got these?" I slightly laugh.

"Ya, we were what? Eighteen?" He smiles against my shoulder. "I remember you tricked me into it." He laughs.

"You were always too scared to do it." I laugh along.

"Remember when I told you why we got them?" I ask.

"Yes, you said I have a sun because I'm your sun shine and you got the black circle because that's the dark world of yours that I light up." Niall answers.

"Yeah." I smile. "You know I never thought you'd get so many tattoos being that you vowed to never get another besides this one."

"Well, I changed Haz."

"We both have Ni."

"I know." He says. "But sometimes I wish we hadn't."

"Hadn't what?"

"Changed."

"Why?"

"Because I miss you so much, and I love you." He answers and I feel a tear on my neck where his face is buried.

"I miss you too Niall, so so much. And I'll always love you."

"But we can't love each other like we used to." Niall says.

"Why not? I-" I stop mid-sentence not wanting to fight, but to just be with Niall while I can.

"Okay." I whisper to my sunshine that is finally starting to return after all these years. My sunshine is returning and it's because of a girl. A girl who he deserves and loves.

"Ni?" I whisper.

"Yes Harry?"

"Please don't hate me tomorrow."

"I could never."

I nod hoping his words are true and cuddle into his warm chest. I fall asleep breathing in Niall's scent, with him holding me close for the last time.

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- tris