evanescent

twelve

"When we got caught it wasn't because of how we were going about things or something we did wrong. We did everything perfectly. The teachers and cops told me, and I quote, that Rose was jealous of us and what we had so she felt like she needed to tell someone so that she didn't have to see us together anymore."

I sat in shock for a second. I was unsure of how mad I was allowed to be about the situation. It had been so long and Harry and I weren't like that anymore, we weren't together. I had no reason to be specifically mad at that but I also felt furious. Why was my own best friend so jealous of me and what I had when she had always had it better. She got more attention, she had nicer things, she had both of her parents around. Why would Niall and Harry liking me be the worst thing to happen to her. Two boys had liked me and that was something that she had to ruin?

"That can't be true", I told Harry, " I fucking doubt that and why would the cops or any higher up tell you that?"

"I don't know why. I wouldn't have told me any details if I was them but they did and I thought she would have told you by now. She had always had a big mouth", Harry said and I lifted my hand to cover up my laugh. He was right.

"I honestly don't know why she would do that though. I believe you but I have a hard time believing it."

"I don't know her now and I hope for her sake she grew up and matured into a nice adult but she was really immature for her age. She liked to talk about you when you were gone with other people and she liked to talk about everyone for that mattered. She and the majority of the girls in the school showed too much interest in me while you seems so uninterested. She wanted to be with me and really tried to play it off. She had left notes for me in the teachers lounge and in the classroom. She contacted my business email and Facebook. She wanted me badly and I'm sure that seeing her own best friend, who never seemed to care getting the guy she wanted killed her."

 I sat there in shock for a second that Rose had gone to all those efforts to be with Harry and I hadn't even told me. She pushed me to get closer to him while she was doing the same thing herself. We were so close at the time and I really thought that she would have told me something like that. She told me about every single other guy in her life, you think that she would have made more of a spectacle of her trying to get Harry to go for her.

"It was at a time where you and I and Niall were all so good too. Things weren't the best but they weren't the worst. I was wanting to get more serious with you too and let a lot of my past insecurities go. It was the perfect time for her to ruin it all if you really think about it."

"What do you think I should do now?", I asked.

I could confront Rose on the whole situation and possibly start a fight or I could let it go. I wanted to know her side of the story, I wanted to know if every single word or Harry's had been the truth but I also wanted to move on. I claimed I was moving on from the time of Harry in my life and I could just let it go like I was trying to do with all aspects of Harry. I could move on from her telling, it was for the best anyway.  I think if I didn't say anything I would never know and that never knowing would eat me alive. I would always think about what happened with Rose and Harry and what could have happened with Harry and I if she had never told. 

"That is up to you my little darling", Harry said standing up from the seat grabbing his drink, "its your life with her and Niall now. I can't make that kind of a decision."

"Where are you going?", I asked completely ignoring what he just had told me. It was something so odd of him to say when just days before he had been all over me. It took me off guard that he said that. He was content with the fact that I was having a life with Niall now and deep down that worried me. 

"Home", he said, leaning down to kiss my forehead before walking out. 

I sat in shock to his calm and collected behavior for a couple minutes before doing the same thing as him. I had to go home now and face Niall and all the problems that seemed to disappear in that short time I was at ease with Harry.

Forgiveness and Love// Miley Cyrus

Super sorry for the short update, no excuses really matter but I just want to apologize:) love you!