Unedited Chapter
Zayn POV
“Do you want to hang out tonight, babe?” My ears perked up at her question. I gave her a small smile and shook my head.
“Not today, babe.” I turned her down. Her eyebrows pulled together.
“But why?” She whined a little. “We haven’t hang out for a long time. I miss you.” She played with my fingers, in attempt to change my mind. I, again, shook my head.
“Sorry, babe. I’m really not in the mood.” I told her again as I run my fingers through my hair. I look around the school hallway and my eyes landed on Lucky. Sweet beautiful Lucky. A smile form on my face but it disappear as I saw her laughing with what Alex said. I closed my eyes, controlling my anger that’s seeping into my body.
“Babe, please.” I heard Sally’s voice. I puffed out a breath.
“I can’t okay, Sally. Talk to you later.” I said, annoyed and walk away. Not giving her a goodbye kiss like I always too. I would have go back and apologized but my mind only wrapped around the image of Alex and Lucky, walking hand in hand. That only spikes up more of my fury. I walked in big steps into my car and drove off, leaving tire marks on the school ground.
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I slammed shut my bedroom door in frustration and jump on my bed after throwing my bag to one side. I rubbed my face several times and run through my hair, messing it up. I stared up on my bedroom ceiling. Lucky’s face popped up in my mind and I groaned.
What is wrong with me? Why do I keep thinking of her? She’s my bestfriend. I can’t have this feeling in me. I sat up. But damn, does she look so beautiful as days goes by.
Her shiny smooth hair that I just want to comb with my fingers. Her beautiful brown eyes that reflects her every emotion she feels. Her cute nose that I likes to playfully pull. Her smile that always brightens up my day each time I see it. Her lips that I just want to brush through with my thumb. Her flawless face that I want to cup it with the palms of my hand and just stared at her up close. I blinked away the thoughts from my mind.
Why do I keep thinking of her more than a best friend these days? When did this happens? Since Alex? I thought of Alex’s arm around her and my fists clenched until my knuckles turned white. I pushed myself off of my bed and went downstairs to go to the family piano. My fingers run through the piano keys and lightly press each of them. I properly positioned my fingers and started pouring out my emotions through the song.
Said I'm jea- jealous
I said I wish my hands could do
What that dress is doing
Holding you tight
As your body's moving.
And the way that glass of wine,
Can ease your mind and soothe ya.
I say, oooo baby. I'm gonna do it to ya.
[Pre-Chorus]
From the wind that blows by
Smell of a scent of your perfume.
From the sun that touches your skin
On a Sunday afternoon.
I'm jealous!
