Who knew just a week in someone's presence could impact your life so drastically? It wasn't even really a week, since I avoided you for the first part of it. I tried all I could to ignore your presence but somehow, someway, life ended up throwing us together. I wish I had just kept my mouth shut. If I had, I wouldn't be feeling this way right now. I wouldn't be in so much pain. But I have a habit of attracting people who can't stay. It's been that way for a long time. I knew you weren't any different, but I just couldn't keep to myself.
I am grateful to you and all you have done for me. I love the way you make me feel. But then there's times like this when I miss you so damn much it almost isn't worth it.
I guess I'm just trying to say I miss you. Even though we talk every day and every night. I miss your hugs. I miss your antics. I miss the hand holding and the forehead kisses. I miss our jokes that only work in person. I miss teasing you and you teasing me. I miss you.
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Thoughts and Feelings
Non-FictionTRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, ANXIETY, ETC. Welcome to my brain on my darkest days and nights. I'm warning you, it's not pretty, so continue at your own risk. This involves questions I find myself asking on a daily basis, rants...
