I hate messing up. I've always strived for perfection. But lately it seems like I can't do anything right. I don't know what it is or why it's happening, but it seems like everything that could go wrong, is. I really can't afford to have this negative omen over me. I'm under a lot of pressure as it is, my stress levels are off the charts, and I feel like I could crumble at any moment. I need this to go well. It has to or everything I've been working toward for the past 5 years is a waste.
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Thoughts and Feelings
No FicciónTRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, ANXIETY, ETC. Welcome to my brain on my darkest days and nights. I'm warning you, it's not pretty, so continue at your own risk. This involves questions I find myself asking on a daily basis, rants...
