Gotta love when the guy you fell for gets a girlfriend that's not you. Whoopee.
Yesterday he finally got together with the girl he's been wanting to date for a while. He says they're really good friends that say they're dating. I knew it would never work out between us and I'm an idiot for thinking it would, seeing as he hates long distance relationships, but I couldn't help it. I'd do anything for him. I don't normally cry over anyone, especially boys that I've only known for a little while, but something about him gets to me. He cares more than he should, even when I tell him not to. We're alike in so many ways and he helps me through all my problems. And I LOVE talking to him but it's torture every time, knowing nothing can ever happen. And he just texted me so now I'm off to put myself through some more pain. Oh well.
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Thoughts and Feelings
No FicciónTRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, ANXIETY, ETC. Welcome to my brain on my darkest days and nights. I'm warning you, it's not pretty, so continue at your own risk. This involves questions I find myself asking on a daily basis, rants...
