I hate that things matter so much to me.
I have a huge dilemma. For people who don't know how college works, this may be a bit confusing. My chemistry class is kicking my ass because the way the teacher tests doesn't work with my style of learning/testing. I can withdraw (saving my GPA) and lose seniority when choosing classes since I will no longer have collegiate status and will be reduced back to dual enrollment status. Or I can stay in the class, keeping seniority, and killing my GPA.
Now I'm over here having a panic attack because I'm going to have to choose between saving my GPA and guaranteeing I will have the classes I need to graduate high school. I have to make a meeting with my high school guidance counselor to talk this out.
This is too stressful. I don't want to eat and I doubt I'll be able to sleep. I can feel myself distancing myself from my friends. This shit sucks.
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Thoughts and Feelings
No FicciónTRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, ANXIETY, ETC. Welcome to my brain on my darkest days and nights. I'm warning you, it's not pretty, so continue at your own risk. This involves questions I find myself asking on a daily basis, rants...
