Why do people stay around me even when I try to distance myself? Why don't people leave when I warn them they'll get hurt? All I do is complain and argue and get myself in situations I have no business being in. I try to help but I make things worse. Most of the time I regret my decision but by then it is too late. I've lost so many people by trying to help, but it just gets them hurt and I'm have to back off for fear of making it worse. I have a horrible habit of learning people's weakest points and flaws and then trying to help them only to make it worse. I've lost so many people's trust that way. I warned you. I said you'd get hurt. You didn't listen and now we're both paying the price.
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Thoughts and Feelings
No FicciónTRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, ANXIETY, ETC. Welcome to my brain on my darkest days and nights. I'm warning you, it's not pretty, so continue at your own risk. This involves questions I find myself asking on a daily basis, rants...
