The last few days have been... rough.
A close friend that I love and respect immensely passed away, my abusive brother came to live with us indefinitely, and I went through an extremely traumatic realization that, for personal reasons, I will not go into.
I just want to go to sleep and not wake up again at this point. Honestly, if it weren't for a few people and a promise, I probably would've done that by now.
I'm just really tired. I can't do anything social for more than a few minutes at a time. The extent of my social life is scrolling through Instagram for 2 minutes and taking a nap with my boyfriend, so I'm sorry I haven't really responded to anything or written at all. I'm not in a productive mood. I don't know when I will be. Sorry.
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Thoughts and Feelings
Non-FictionTRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, ANXIETY, ETC. Welcome to my brain on my darkest days and nights. I'm warning you, it's not pretty, so continue at your own risk. This involves questions I find myself asking on a daily basis, rants...
