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THEplan is to make Seungcheol kiss him.
That's the plan. Not exactly. That's the goal. Ang plano? Hm. Nah, ewan. Hindi alam ni Jihoon kung paano niya mahahalikan si Seungcheol o kung paano niya mapapahalik si Seungcheol sa kanya. Hindi naman siguro pwedeng basta na lang siya lumapit sa lalaki, hilahin siya palapit tsaka sabihing, "Hey handsome. You looking fine today. How about you try kissing me? Free taste."
Nuh-uh. This is more like Jun's style. Gagawin 'yan ni Jun sa pinakagwapong lalaki sa paningin niya.
That's not Jihoon's style.
Jihoon's style is more like . . . "Oopps, I didn't mean to kiss you. But if you liked it, you can get another."
The fuck. Ano bang pinag-iisip niya ngayon? It's Seokmin's fault for bringing up the word "kiss". Ayan, hindi na tuloy siya tinatantanan lang isip.
Seungcheol doesn't have to kiss him. Not tonight. Hindi naman talaga required na ngayon talaga. (It needs to happen eventually though. Make no mistake.) Pero isa 'yon sa mga kondisyon ni Seokmin. It's not like Jihoon doesn't want to kiss Seungcheol either. He has thought about it before. Him kissing Seungcheol with Seungcheol initiating the kiss.
Naisip na niya noon ang tungkol dito. Maraming beses, actually. Lalong-lalo na sa mga panahong pinagmamasdan niyang matulog ang binata sa sofa ng apartment niya. (He's not being creepy, nope.) Uupo siya sa katapat na upuan at tititigan ang lalaki ng ilang minuto (an hour at most). His gaze would start from Seungcheol's messy hair (the guy has a lousy bed hair), travelling down to his forehead (bless foreheads), to the slope of his nose (aww cute) then to his slightly parted lips, heaving out peaceful huffs. Didikit ang tingin niya sa mga labi nito ng ilang minuto para tahimik na pasalamatan ang kung anong powerful force ang gumawa nito.
He tried picturing out the feeling of anticipation as Seungcheol leans in close and kisses him on the lips. He tried imagining the feeling of Seungcheol's plump lips against his . . . anong pakiramdam ng gan'on? Kikiligin din ba siya? Would he feel the same fluttering in his chest but for a longer period?
Paano kaya humalik ang isang Choi Seungcheol?
Nope, Jihoon is not a pervert. Sadyang natrigger lang siya n'ong gabing kusang lumapit si Seungcheol sa kanya at sinubukan siyang tuksuhin patungkol dito. Naalala pa rin niya ang pakiramdam niya n'ong gabing 'yon.
His chest in a complete tumbling mess, cold sweat tinkering down the back of neck and face slightly flushing.
"If I kiss you, would the feeling last long? O mawawala lang din agad."
