Blackmail / jicheol

74.

INCOMING CALL
Yoon

ACCEPT | DECLINE

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"Nababaliw ka na ba ha?!"

"Why did I even . . ."

"Choi Seungcheol ano ba talaga plano mo sa buhay ha?! Magpakatino ka nga! You're fucking better than this!"

"Akala ko si Shua ang tumatawag. Ayokong makausap ka Jeonghan. You're last person I want to talk to-"

"Bakit? Kasi alam mong hindi ka uubra sa'kin? Fucking right Seungcheol. Hindi ka uubra sa'kin kasi galit na galit ako sa'yo kaya kitang tuliin. Fucking test me."

"Ah! Shut up okay?! I don't need you to tell me how to live my life. Piss of!"

"Do you think I can let you throw away everything?! Tanga ka ba Seungcheol?! Akala ko ba matalino ka! Akala ko ba matatag ka! You're nothing but a wimp then!!"

"AH SHIT! Just shut up please! Can't I be sad?! Kayo lang ba ang may karapatang malungkot?! I'm not a robot Yoon!! H-Hindi k-ko . . ."

"Hindi ko sinasabing 'wag kang malungkot Cheol. You have every right to. I know how you feel. Pero Seungcheol naman! Don't throw away your life like this! Sa tingin mo magugustuhan 'to ni Jihoon? Ha?! Yang hindi mo pagpapakita? Doing who knows what?!"

". . ."

"Bumalik ka na please. Mag o-one week na. Magigising na siya. S-Sana . . . we need you there when that happens okay? He'll be in a lot of pain, but everything will be fine as long as he sees you. Choi Seungcheol you're better than this."

"T-Tell me . . . how can I be alright, pretending to be strong like you guys."

"Cheo-"

"Sabihin mo!! Sa'kin . . . kung paano ako magpapanggap na matatag at okay kung . . . k-kung paulit-ulit akong binabagabag ng m-mga pagpipilian k-ko."

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"I love him, Jeonghan I fucking love him so much I want him . . . f-for the rest of m-my life g-gusto kong pawiin lahat ng p-pagsisi't pag-aalinlangan n-niya pati na ang l-lahat ng lungkot."

". . ."

"G-Gusto ko siyang pasayahin!! Do everything I can to make this last, to make his smiles last! I'll d-do everything for him! To let h-him know how m-much I love him and m-make him feel a-all the love he deserved."

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"I want him to live!! Jeonghan!! I fucking want him to live his life with me!! I want to take care of him for as long as he lives I want to cherish him like he deserves to be!! Gustong-gusto ko siyang mabuhay at m-mahalin ako Jeonghan! G-Gustong-gusto ko tangina!!"

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"B-But how can I . . . how can I let him l-live if every waking day of his life he's going to s-suffer . . ."

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"P-Paano ko g-gugustuhing mabuhay siya kung araw! araw! Siyang! Makakaranas! Nang! Ganun! Katinding! Sakit!! PAANO JEONGHAN PAANO?! PAANO AKO MAGIGING OKAY HA?!"

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"PAANO?! He told me the feeling was horrid and he rather die than through all the time. BUT I DON'T WANT HIM TO DIE."

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"A-AYOKONG IWAN NIYA AKO, JEONGHAN!"

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"I'M TORN BETWEEN WANTING HIM FOR MYSELF AND LETTING HIM HAVE HIS PEACE!!"

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"J-Jeonghan naiinis ako sa sarili ko... b-bakit ang selfish ko tangina . . ."

". . . Seungcheo-"

"J-Jeonghan ayoko . . . a-ayokong mawala siya sa'kin Jeonghan a-ayoko . . ."

". . ."

"J-Jeonghan anong g-gagawin 'ko . . ."

"S-Seungcheol."

". . . J-Jeonghan I-I don't want him gone . . . He's helped me so m-much I'd be lost w-without him. I-I love J-Jihoon so fucking much . . ."

"Seungcheol. S-Shit, I'm sorry. W-We all had it rough but p-please-Cheol? Seungche-"

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