Blackmail / jicheol

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DEAR THE JIGGLYPUFF SQUAD,

        Hi, it's Woozi. It's probably awkward for you to get a letter from me. You know I'm not usually like this. I don't usually engage into cheesy stuff like this but over the past years I've been sick and been foretold to die, being cheesy was one of the things that made me feel like I'm alive without a deadline. Para kasing sa pamamagitan nito, nararanasan ko kung paano maging isang normal na teenager na may pakiramdam, salungat sa lahat ng naranasan ko noon habang lumalaki ako. So please forgive me if I'm being cheesy. Just this once, promise. Last na 'to.

        To Jeon Wonwoo who had been a mother to me. You've always been so nagging. But all of those things are for the reason you wanted to take care of me. Kung bakit, hindi ko rin masyadong alam. Siguro dahil noong bata pa tayo, hindi ko pa pinapalitan ang lahat ng mga bagay mo na sinira ko at hanggang ngayon, umaasa ka pa rin na mapapalitan ko sila. Well, sorry to break it to you but that ain't gonna happen anytime soon. And I'm also sorry for breaking your heart when I said things about you. No, Wonwoo you are not a loser at mas lalong hindi ka bobo. I'm sorry for being so snarly. I was confused and hurt and mad, I shouldn't have taken it all out on you. Now that I'm gone, I entrust you the whole gang. I have complete belief in you Woo. Thank you.

      To Lee Chan, the kid whom I treated as my own brother and never cussed at not even once, malaki ka na Chan. Stop crying over things like how I'm no longer around. Walang magbabago ang pag-iyak, hindi kita pinalaking ganyan. I know how hurt you have been when you lost your brother in your mom's womb, I don't want you to focus on the negative side of things because there is always good in everything. Kailangan mo 'yang matutunan kung gusto mong lumaki kang matatag. Now, do hyung a favor hmm? Be a good and big boy to your mom and my mom. Pakatatag ka na Chan ngayong wala na si hyung, hmm? You can do it, I know you can. Hyung trusts you to be strong. You'll do it for me right?

        To Wen Junhui who has been there even though he doesn't have to be. You've been a part of me too you big perv. Kahit na minsan halos pagsasapakin ka na nilang lahat dahil sa mga kalokohang alam mo, alam kong deep inside isa kang mabuting taong may purong intensyon sa mga taong mahal niya. That's why you chose to stick with me and throughout the journey I appreciate your love and lessons. Marami akong natutunan mula sa'yo Jun maraming salamat.

      To Boo Seungkwan who is probably the most mad out of all of you, I'm sorry I couldn't sing to your wedding. Wala e, hindi na ako umabot e. I hope you will find the one who can love you as much as you deserved to be loved Kwan. My beloved dongsaeng, I can't tell you enough how much your whispers to my ears each night has helped me. Oo alam ko ang tungkol dun. Sa ilaliman ng guni guni ko, rinig narinig ko ang boses mong nakikiusap para bumalik ako. Seungkwan, dongsaeng, hyung loves you so much too, and as much as he loves you he has to let go, not bearing to see you cry because of him every night. Kwan, hindi naman mawawala si hyung e. Magpapahinga lang naman siya. I hope you guys will be happy to finally rest ourselves.

     And to Lee Seokmin who has been a partner in crime, my confidante and my wingman. You have played a huge part in my reaching where I am now. Words aren't enough to thank you for everything. Hyung loves you my beloved dongsaeng, pero gaya na nga ng sinabi ko, panahon na para magpahinga. You've been at my side always, making sure I am happy, fulfilled and content. Now, its time for you to find your own happiness Seokmin. Go. Do what you want. Be happy and don't ever lose that smile on your face. Gawin mo ang lahat ng bagay na nakakapagpasaya sa'yo. Seeing you happy, knowing that you're happy puts me to ease Seokmin. You deserve nothing less, your kindness must be greatly rewarded. I love you my dear dongsaeng. I'm proud of you.

       Mahal kayong lahat ni Hyung. Proud na proud ako sa inyo. And don't waste your tears over a peaceful man. Instead wear a smile, for me.

         I'm finally free guys. You are finally free.

LEE JIHOON

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i mean its still technically Valentines in other places and i didnt say vday on the phil—