Blackmail / jicheol

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REASONS FOR LITTLE JIHOONIE TO JUST DIE:

7. You can never feel again.

You're practically dead without trying, Lee Jihoon. 

You can't feel, not even a dash of happiness, a tinge of sadness, a glimpse of anger, and not a bit of love. 

You can't feel anything now, you won't feel anything later on nor for the rest of your life.

You're already as dead as any corpse six feet underground.

Hindi mo na rin masusuklian pagmamahal ng ipinaparamdam ng mga taong nasa paligid mo. You can't feel the emotions that make a human, human. 

You're already dead inside Lee Jihoon. 

You know you already lost it.

I already lost it.

That spark of life. That flare that keeps me going.

I already lost it.

I want to end this now. It's been pointless up to this point. 

Everything is pointless now.

Tama na. Ayoko na . . .

"It's only pointless when you stop trying. Jihoon? Jihoon ang pangalan mo tama?"

Trying.

"Ang tanong, sinubukan mo bang maging masaya? Sinubukan mo bang makaramdam? Sinubukan mo ba ng napakaraming beses para magkaroon ka ng dahilan para sumuko?"

Try.

I didn't.

"Try to feel Jihoon."

How?

Help me.