*Dan's point of view*
Darkness...
Suffering...
Pain...
And loneliness...
They are my only friends. They hold me tight and never let go. They are always there. They go with me everywhere. They're loyal. They're honest with me. Sure, they might tell me to do awful things to myself, but they love me more than anyone else does.
Darkness is constantly hugging me and telling me there is no bright future for me.
Suffering reminds me about how cruel the world is to me.
Pain is the only thing I ever feel. It isn't a horrible feeling like they tell you it is. It feels like you're being relieved from your inner demon.
Loneliness is always there. It doesn't bother me.
I don't need anyone else besides them because they care about me, and they love me.
That's all I could ever ask for......
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FanfictionDISCLAIMER: This story is mature because it will have some self harm in it. It will also have some swearing due to that's how Dan actually talks. This is not about Phan being real. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Now onto what it is really about: Dan H...