Into The Unknown

14

Chris's POV

I turned my head to see her face and she smiled. I opened my mouth to say something but she kissed my forehead causing my eyes to close against the sweet feeling of her lips on my skin. I reached up and rubbed her face gently before she dropped her head to mine. I looked at her face avoiding eye contact when she leaned closer. I shifted my head away and sighed.

"I can't..." I trailed off looking at her.

"It's okay," she smiled and kissed my earlobe.

"Did you mean it?" I questioned the remark she made earlier.

"Did I mean that I love you?" I nodded at her question and she tapped my stomach as if she was telling me to sit so I sat up slowly and stared at her mouth until she spoke.

"I mean it. I mean every word," she said running her finger across my lips.

"What about Malcolm?" I asked holding my head to the side.

"What about him? He's responsible for my parents' death there is no way we are getting back together. I'm free."

"We should take things slow. Both of us still have fresh wombs."

"I understand that, Chris." She smiled at me.

I smiled back at her and she giggled at me.

"So, what does this mean we are?" I questioned.

"Well Chris, it means we're 'talking'. I'm exclusive to you and you're exclusive to me. Even though we aren't 'together' together we still have to respect each other you know? If I start feeling someone, I have to tell you so we can cut ties to whatever it is we have going on," she stated.

I nodded at her and she began planting soft kisses down my face.

"You're so kissable," she seductively whispered.

I looked over at the television and rubbed my face. My stomach growled and I clutched my stomach. Raegan giggled and stood from the bed.

"I'll go make you something to eat. That sounded like a bear in your stomach," she laughed.

I stood from the bed and fixed my black shorts to sit on my waist. I lifted my shirt and threw it on the bed before following behind her.

After arriving in the kitchen, Raegan looked over to me and bit her lower lip. I sat down in the bar chair and began writing in my book again. I was exhausted from the night before and I was feeling drained. I looked up from my book and watched Raegan prepare the meal. My head was propped up by my hand and my eyes began to shut.

"Wake up, Chris," Raegan said kissing my ear, "The food is ready."

Raegan took her fork in her hand and started to eat when I pulled her hand down. I closed my eyes and said a silent prayer before letter her hand go. She nodded at me as if she were saying that she understood. I began eating when I looked over at the backdoor to see the balcony. I smirked at it and rubbed my mouth with the cloth napkin.

"Don't think about it," Raegan said breaking the silence.

I nodded and finished my food. I slowly drank the cup of water Raegan prepared for me when I felt her hand against my chest. She slowly ran her fingertips across my scars and I flinched.

"It's okay. They're perfect," she said standing from the chair. I nodded at her while I turned around in the chair catching her waist in my hands.

"I thought we were taking things slow," she chuckled.

"We are." I stated blankly.

She smiled and kissed my cheek slowly. I sat still and stared at the wall in front of us while she kissed my neck down to my chest.

I let out a heavy sigh as she continued to turn me on. Her hand found my center and she began caressing it slowly. I let out a grunt when she smirked against my skin. I felt her nibble on the sides of my neck before she began kissing the scars on my chest. I ran my fingers through her hair before she planted her lips right above my pants.

"Wait," I breathed.

"What now?" she whined.

"I'm um...you know," I stuttered.

"You're a virgin?" she smiled.

I nodded and rubbed my face because I was beginning to blush. She pulled my hands down from my face and planted a kiss on my lips.

"It's okay. It can be our little secret. I promise," she said between kisses.

"Okay. Thanks" I smirked.

Raegan's POV

"You're welcome," I caressed his cheek slowly while I let my hand rest on his center.

I looked over my shoulder when I felt my own center getting hot. I pulled and tugged at his center and he bit his lower lip at me. His eyes were getting glossy and that's when I knew I was driving him crazy. I slipped my hand in my own pants and rubbed myself until I let a moan slip from my lips. His eyes shot up and met mine. The lust in his eyes was swimming with the emotions of confusion and fear. I stopped touching him and moved away slowly. His eyes followed my body as I moved towards the couch. I thought maybe I would put on a show for him and I pulled his hand and he came with me.

"Just watch me okay?" I said with a mouthful of breath.

He nodded at me and sat down. I pulled my pants down and he grabbed my hands. I looked in his eyes and I could see that he wasn't ready for this. I leaned my head to side and sat next to him.

"You've never seen one before?" I questioned.

"No. This isn't the way I want to see one. I'm sorry. I can sit outside while you finish up whatever it is you're going to do," he mumbled.

I wiggled my hand out of his and he backed away while I walked up the stairs.

I was a fool for that, and I knew it.

Chris's POV

I honestly didn't mean to let her down. I wasn't ready for any of that and I was trying to tell her that. We were supposed to be taking things slow but she was sexually frustrated. I walked up the stairs and passed her room where I could hear her "finishing the job." I walked into my room and turned on the television. I began watching cartoons when her dog ran and jumped on my bed. I rubbed the dog slowly while it lay down next to me. Next thing I knew, I was drifting off to sleep.

"Chris, wake up!" Raegan yelled.

I looked over at the clock and it was eight o'clock in the evening. I groaned as I got up and brushed my teeth. Raegan ran up the stairs and started pulling my arm like a child.

"I want you to meet someone come down stairs," she smiled.

I walked down the stairs and met eyes with a young fellow. He was a short guy covered in tattoos.

"Hey man. My name is Michael you can call me Tyga or Ty for short," he smiled.

I nodded and we shook hands. He squeezed my hand and stared me in my eyes.

"You hurt her, I hurt you. Got that?" he stated.

It took all I had not to laugh at his short stature but I nodded at him.

Raegan smiled at us and started giggling.

"Both of my two favorite guys are friends now!"

Tyga and I both laughed at her silliness and they left to go out to dinner. I made my way back up the stairs when my phone started ringing.

I stood there in shock when I saw Liliana's face pop up on my screen...