The Letter from James (COMPLETED)

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KASEY

I was so grateful for Rodrick picking me up....I could not sit there and tolerate Korryn and her take over spirit any longer. I had to leave or I would've said something I was gonna regret later.

"Thanks Rodrick for letting me go with you....I just couldn't sit there with Korryn and be fake any longer. She ran off everybody. My dad, her dad, and now you. But I wasn't going to let her run you off...." I said.

"Anytime lil sis. You know I gotchu but I do have a few errands to run so imma have to drop you of at the crib." He said.

"No! I can't be alone right now....I need to stay with you." I tried to plead with him.

"Nah shawty....you going to the crib. My dog there and you know he loves you....play with him until I get back, I won't be long." He said.

"Ok Rodrick..." I said halfway smiling. Rodrick always did have some kind of spell on me. I don't know if he knows it, but I lust for him. I want to feel him so bad but he's my brother and I don't want cross that line.

We pull up to his house and I got out the car. I wish he would've tried to slap my booty or something but he didn't. He just sent me with the key and watched me walk into the house. When I entered into the house, I heard the car pull off and as soon as I finished locking the door, I heard the dog's collar jiggling and I saw him come around the corner. I bent down to pet him and hugged his neck. We walked to the living room and both sat down on the couch. All I could do was think about Rodrick. It was always at the back of mind but I never really wanted to act on it.....at least not until today. He was self made, had a nice car, nice house, beautiful family and I wouldn't mind being Mrs. Rodrick Nelson one day....I mean who would? I know Joseph and I just broke up but like I said, I've always wanted Rodrick....I know he did some foul stuff to Quiante and Korryn but he apologized.....but Korryn just won't accept it. She acts like she doesn't have skeletons in her closet. Only if people knew the real Korryn......

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KORRYN

I can't believe Kasey still hasn't come back. I've been passing the floor the whole time since I went back up to Quiante's room. He just kept telling me to come sit down and I would just ignore him and keep pacing. But finally, at one point, he came over to me and stopped me dead in my tracks.

"Baby.....she's ok! I promise you! If I gotta leave this hospital myself and go find her, trust me....I will!" Quiante said.

"Honey I know you would but I just can't believe this....she's never been so angry with me before....there's never been so much hate in her eyes for me...." I said, looking Quiante's sexy ass in his eyes.

He had me mesmerized. Even though I was going through so much, I wanted him right now. I just wanted him to take my mind off of everything. I just didn't have a care in the world anymore. Nothing else could go wrong. My mom just up and died. My "dad" isn't even my biological father. My biological father is an asshole and doesn't know how to speak to people. My sister is pregnant by my "dad" and is angry as hell at me. My fiancée has been shot and robbed. I just feel like God has given up on me.....so why not give up on Him.

"She doesn't hate y...." Quiante started but I crashed into his lips with mine, making him shut up.

I tongue kissed the hell out of Quiante. Our tongues twirled and twirled and twirled until our jaws were sore. When we finally pulled apart, we just looked in each other's eyes. All we could see was the love we'd shared for those few glorious years.

"Make love to me Quiante. Right here....right now..."I said to him, kissing him softly with each word.

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QUIANTE

I could tell Korryn was really serious this time. She wanted me to make love to her. As much as I wanted to, I couldn't do that. I knew that she was upset and she wanted her mind taken off of things but I'm not going to take advantage of my baby like that. She would definitely regret not waiting later...and quite frankly, so will I.

I looked down at my manhood and then back at her. God knows I wanted to make love to my pretty lady right there in that hospital bed and I'm sure she could tell I did. I mean I was at standing attention and plus I was, not purposely, biting my lip. I knew she loved when I did that which I know made her want me even more but I couldn't.

"Baby.....now as much as I want to oblige your request, I'm not going to do it. What about being pure baby? I know you don't wanna stray away from God." I said, looking her pretty ass in her eyes.

She looked away and then looked back up at me. I saw the hurt and pain in her eyes. My baby had been through so much. I just wanted to hold her and make her know that everything was gonna be alright.

"Why shouldn't I stray away??? He left me all alone. He took my mom....my pride and joy....then my dad did this shit....my sister is pregnant by my dad and my biological dad is such an asshole. Only a God that has forsaken me would let this happen." She said to me with tears filling her eyes.

I wiped them away and softly kissed her lips and pulled her close to me. She melted in my arms, which was exactly what I wanted her to do. She felt safe and felt that there wasn't a care in the world.

"Baby....because He loves you. I don't care what wrong I've done, I don't care how hard I am, I don't care how many TESTS He allows US to go through.....He's always there. And I know and you know it." I said to her, pulling away and looking her in her eyes.

We kissed again. This time long and passionate. I picked her up and wrapped her legs around my waist. I laid down and just held my baby. I wanted her to know that everything is not as bad as it seems and that it's all gonna work out for the better. I let her lay on top of me, despite the pain I was feeling at this time. I prayed for my baby. I may not talk to God as often as I should, but I knew my fiancée needed it right now.

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Just as we began to drift off to sleep, Korryn's phone began to ring. I tried to reach for it, without moving her off but she got up and got it herself. It was a private number and she hesitated to answer it. I told her answer it because it might have been Kasey.

She answered it and to my surprise it was........

Thank you all for reading. Please excuse any grammatical errors. Sorry it's been so long. Anyways....have a great and safe Christmas holiday. Love....Peace....and Happiness! ~L