The Letter from James (COMPLETED)

Not My Baby

KORRYN

The viewing finally ended and everyone was leaving. I thanked everyone for coming as they walked out of the door except for James. I told him I would speak with him later on tonight because I had a few choice words for that nigga. I was still looking for Kasey and I still hadn't seen her. I asked my best friend and a few of my other friends had they seen her as they walked out and they also said no. I was beginning to get really worried because even though I knew where she was, I knew she wasn't that selfish to miss ALL of our mother's viewing. As soon as I get out of here, I am going to call her fast ass and if she don't answer, Quiante and I are taking a little trip to Rodrick's house.

Quainte and I walked out the door and got in the car. I was quiet and just sat there. He grabbed my face and softly kissed my lips. This made me tingly inside and I wanted more. I kissed him again but added my tongue and he added his back. Our tongues locked around each other like we were holding on for dear life. Of course we had both of our eyes closed in ecstasy but I opened mine and saw the way he was twisted in my love and I knew he was sprung. Lawd my baby too sprung. Damnnn. Look like his manhood about to pop out of his pants. I was being bold and frisky tonight so I decided to grab it and he moaned. I knew right then I had him....I climbed over the console and straddled his lap. I unbuckled his pants and raised up my skirt. I pulled his manhood out of his pants and slid my panties to the side. I slowly rose up and slid back down on him. I needed this. I bounced up and down on my fiancé, working him inside of me for about 5 minutes (not once breaking our kiss). He broke our kiss and threw his head back in ecstasy and groaned.

"Damn Korryn...mmmm" he said.

I knew I was working him and he was feeling good but as I grew closer and closer to climax, the more guilt I felt. I don't even think he realized what was happening because if he did, he would've been stopped it. I was almost there when I finally just stopped and put my head in his neck and cried. Once he felt the wetness in his neck, he knew right then the mistake we had both made. He lifted me up above him, gently, he fixed my panties and skirt, put his manhood away and buckled his pants back up and just looked me in my eyes as I slowly fell back down on his lap. As I looked back at him, we both saw hurt in each other's eyes. We both realized our mistakes but he didn't ridicule me and neither did I him. He just coddled me as more tears fell down my eyes. Finally, he brought my head to his chest and I cried even harder. He just ran his fingers through my hair and said I'm sorry and it's ok baby. We both were ashamed at what we allowed to happen and both felt so much remorse. The pleasure was amazing but I think we honestly both questioned was it really worth it?

QUIANTE

After about 15 minutes of holding Korryn, I whispered in her ear was she ready to go and she opened the door and got out and walked around the car to the other side. She got in and there was complete silence. What happened about 20 minutes prior to her beginning to cry was amazing but I really wanted to wait with her. I know Korryn's the love of my life but I wanted to married before we had sex again so I can call her wifey and she can call me hubby but I still love Korryn the same as yesterday, I love her the same today and I love her always. As we pulled up to the house, still in complete silence, I could sense that more than what just happened was bothering her. Then I realized that we hadn't seen Kasey all night and she was probably worried about her.

"Baby..." I said as I looked over her way.

"Hmm?" She said, as she stared into blank space straight ahead.

"You wanna call Kasey?" I said.

"Mmmhmmm." She said.

I picked up my phone and dialed Kasey's number but it went straight to voicemail. I called again and it did the same thing. I called one more time and it just rang the whole time. I was getting worried myself now. I asked Korryn did she wanna go lay down or did she wanna come with me to Rodrick's house to go and get our sister. I knew the answer but I asked if she wanted to go lay down because she was having a hard time after what we just did.