The Letter from James (COMPLETED)

I Know You Lying.

Korryn

"Baby....everything's gonna be ok....just keep breathing..." I said to Quiante cradling his head in my hands.

"Korryn...." he started coughing and blood spewing out of his mouth, "If I don't make it, just know I love you baby....and I always will...." he said beginning to drift off.

"No baby...you're gonna make it..." I said slapping his face keeping his awake.

The police and EMT burst into the house. I screamed and they found us immediately. Someone grabbed me and moved me away from him. They put an oxygen mask on him and put him on the gurney. They wheeled him outside and put him in the ambulance.

I ran behind him and left the police at the house to investigate. I got in my car and sped off with my emergency flashers on.

On my way down the street, I saw James ass traveling in the direction of the funeral home. I couldn't even focus on him though because my fiancee was damn near bleeding to death and I really just didn't give a fuck about James right now.

15 minutes later, which seemed like forever, we got to the hospital. They brought him back to emergency surgery and I ran by his side. Of course the nurses tried to stop me but I broke away. I didn't get that far though because I was stopped at the O.R. doors. I just said, "I love you baby!" As I watched them wheel my fiancee away.

I filled papers upon papers out until my hand was cramping. Kasey called me but I couldn't even answer her. I sent her to voicemail and continued to fill out paper work in the surgical waiting room. She sent me a text saying, "I know you don't wanna talk to me right now but look at the news..." I really didn't want to, but there must have been a reason she wanted to me to check the news. I left the surgical waiting room and walked down the escalator.

When I got downstairs, everyone was crowded around the tv. I pushed through the crowd and got to the front....I could not believe what I was seeing...

"Paull Davis has been shot and is in critical condition...he was shot by his former friend, James Koplan. He is currently being interrogated and will soon be indicted."

For some reason....my heart was hurting. As hard as I tried to HATE him in this moment, I could not....I wanted to go talk to him to see why he did this?? How? WHY??? Why would you hurt this man....someone you claim as your best friend like this?

As if I didn't have enough on my plate, my purse began to vibrate. The buzzer they gave me to let me know that my baby's surgery was over was buzzing. I ran up the escalator and ran to the surgical waiting area desk. I dropped the buzzer on the floor and almost banged my head on the desk picking it up. I gave it to the lady sitting there and she told me, "Room 1520."

I ran down the hall and found his room. I walked in and looked at my baby sleeping. I walked over and got on top of him and laid on his chest. Although he was in pain, he put his arms around me....when he did that, I melted. I began crying and kissing his chest. He tried to kiss my head but he couldn't do it. I rolled off of him and rolled to his side....I placed my arm around him and laid my head on his chest.

4 Hours Later

I called Kasey and called our dad on 3 way. Surprisingly, they both answered. "Dad.....I know you're upset and Kasey...I also know you're upset with me but we need to go to the funeral home and get mom together...." I said, hoping to get a response, mainly from my dad.

Despite all my wants, I got no response from my dad....

"Dad please!!! I'm sorry!!! I shouldn't have went looking for something I already had. I love you and I took you for granted. I just felt that the questions that were flashing across my mind needed to be answered. You know I love you and nothing will ever change that. You're my dad....no matter what any DNA test says." I said, beginning to cry.