The Letter from James (COMPLETED)

Where is She?

JAMES

I know Korryn didn't want me here but at this point, it's not about what she wants but it's more about what I feel she needs. I am her father and I will do what I feel is best for her and the people around her. I may not like Quiante and I don't think I ever will, but I will try and get along with him for the good of Korryn. I love my child and I wanna show her that I do. I walked up and stood on the side of Korryn and just looked at my beloved Jane. She plumped up for some reason but she still was the beautiful Jane I've always known. I looked over to Korryn and I even gave Quiante a head nod and he returned one but she would just not look at me. I whispered her name and she still didn't respond, tears just streamed down her face.

"Korryn....come here baby..." I said, and she still didn't acknowledge me.

After calling her name a few more times, which just made her cry harder, I just pulled her into me. Quiante was hesitant to let me hold her because they were holding hands and he wouldn't let go. I guess Korryn squeezed his hand to let him know it was ok because he finally let go and she just laid her head in my chest. She just stood there and cried.

"I can't believe my mom's gone, dad." She said and I was shocked because I couldn't believe she called me dad. She finally was opening up to me.

"Dad.....you called me dad?" I said.

"Oh. Did I? I guess I did." She said, lowly.

"It's fine with me baby but you don't have to immediately call me dad if you don't want to." I said, still holding her.

"I guess I just finally for once felt like you were my dad." She said.

"That's all I ever wanted." I said and kissed her forehead.

She hugged me back and I felt tears rolling down my cheeks. This is one of the only things I wanted in life, which was for my daughter to finally accept me. I know there's still ups and downs to come but I was just going to enjoy this moment.

KORRYN

I didn't mean to call him dad, it just fell out of my mouth. I mean he was being more of a dad than Korey was being currently. I know he's in jail but if he wouldn't have been thinking with his dic----I mean penis, he would be here with me, holding me, not James. I'm just going to let my guard down and slowly begin to trust him. He obviously wants to be in my life so I will let him. But as soon as this viewing is over, trust and believe I got a few choice words for him because for one thing, I know for a fact I told him not to come here and I still haven't completely chewed his ass out from the dinner last night.

I released myself from James's embrace and just looked at my mom. I grabbed Quiante's hand again and he kissed it and just stood there with me. We both kissed momma's cheek and sat down and greeted the people as they walked in and out. When Halle came, she came and sat next to me and of course all our other friends stopped through but I only wanted my best friend to stay. Our other friends asked us if we wanted them to stay but we said no and let them go.

"Where's Kasey, Kor? Halle said.

"I don't even know. I was about to ask you have you seen her around." I said.

"No baby....I haven't." She said.

I pulled my phone out and text her and asked her where she was. I left my phone open for about 5 minutes and no reply. I know that's a short time but Kasey ALWAYS has her phone in her hand or by her so I don't know why she wasn't answering her phone. I text her again: Kasey, I know you didn't forget...where are you? Are you seriously missing one of the final viewings of our mother?

Ten minutes went by and still no answer. I finally let it go and about 30 minutes later and I realized she still wasn't here, I realized what she had to be doing. I can't believe this child right now.

KASEY

"Oh my God....that was amazing zaddy...." I said as I leaned over and kissed Rodrick.

We both we lying on our backs, butt naked, staring at the ceiling. We went for about an hour and a half without coming up for air. We could've gone longer but my phone kept buzzing and it was killing my vibe. What was goin------ Oh My God....mom.....I totally forgot.

"It sure was Kasey. You ready for round two ba---what's wrong Kase?" He said as he looked over and saw I was crying.

I knew what I was doing when I was talking to Rodrick crazy earlier. I know he was gon tear my ass up and I said to myself that I wasn't going to the viewing but I was only saying that in the moment. I really did, in my heart, have intent to go. I can't believe I did this shit again. I put my own damn needs before my own mother.

"I can't believe I just laid here and fucked you and missed my own mother's viewing." I said.

"Kasey you act like yo ass ain't selfish....you wanted to fuck me. I didn't even wanna really fuck you, but your hormonal ass was raising up to the wrong nigga and instead of beating the fuck out yo ass, I fucked you." He said.

"Rodrick, go to hell." I said, and I got up and scrambled up clothes and put them in a bag.

"Bitch where the fuck you think you going?" He said, getting out of the bed and he didn't have any bottoms on so I saw he was still at full attention. (Which sorta made me wanna go again.)

"As far as I can get away from you." I said and walked into the living room putting on my underwear and bra.

"No the fuck you not. Bitch I own you." He said.

I slowly turned around and looked him dead in his eyes.

"You don't own me. I don't know why I ever fell for you. You're a pussy ass nigga. Bye!" I said as I put on my shirt and shorts.

I turned around to walk away and when I got to the door, I turned back around to say something but before I could, I just saw a flash and then everything went pitch black.

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