The Letter from James (COMPLETED)

TO forgive or NOT to forgive

KOREY

I got a newspaper from my nephew that works at the prison that I was in and began to read to occupy myself. All I've been doing in here since I got here was trying to avoid getting raped,because my cellmate is very touchy-feely, and think about Korryn and Kasey. They're both my kids and I realized my mistake. I should've never taken advantage of Kasey like that. It was just Jane wasn't giving me the attention a man needed. I need to be sucked and fucked on a daily and she wasn't doing that for me. She would on do it when she wanted to and that was a rare occasion. So one day I was tired of it, so I was walking down the hall, getting ready to leave to go find me a bitch to fuck and I saw that Kasey's door was open and she was still awake. At that moment, for some reason, she just looked good to me. I walked in, closed the door, and began talking to her. Next thing I knew, I was on top of her, kissing her neck and snatching her and my pants off. She was screaming so I put my hand over her mouth. I told her it'll make her feel good and from then on she was quiet and just took it. She still wasn't receptive and was trying to get away from me but I thought she liked it because at one point, she started screaming in ecstasy. But I didn't know that after that night, I would continue fucking her. I thought after that one night I was done. But I couldn't resist it. I felt wanted by the way she was screaming but I definitely didn't know I was going to end up like this. I never thought I would get caught. I wanted to see her and I wanted to apologize. But I knew she would never come and see me.

I turned the page to the obituary and I saw something that surprised me. I saw Jane's obituary. I couldn't believe Kasey and Korryn went through with it without me. I know that they're mad at me and all but I just expected for them to wait. I read it and saw that my name was in it as her husband. I'm surprised they thought to include me in it. I know that they still hate me and that they want me dead but the fact that they even put me in there warmed my heart. I wanted to talk to Korryn right now. I knew she would be the only who would give me a little ounce of a chance. I knew I had no chance at talking to Kasey. I also saw that the funeral was this Saturday and I knew I wouldn't be out anytime soon. Hell....I don't think they would let me out for the funeral, but I know I can talk my nephew into it.

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KASEY

I haven't talked to Korryn since yesterday and that's not like us. We talked everyday since she left home and it feels weird being at odds with her. I miss my sister and I was wrong for blurting out her secret like that but hell....she blurted mine out to dad. I miss him oddly. Not the way he used to sexually and mentally abuse me but the way we were outside of that. We actually seemed okay. Now that I have his baby in me, I don't know how to feel about him. Shit, I don't know how to feel about this child....It will be my daughter or son/sister or brother. How nasty and crazy is that? But I love it already. I was only a few months but every time I felt the slightest movement, my heart was warm and I wanted to tell Korryn about the slight kick I felt the other day but since we've been on such bad terms, I didn't feel it was right for me to tell her.

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I was in the kitchen, making dinner butt ass naked because Rodrick went out and I wanted him to see the dinner but wanna eat me instead. Being pregnant makes me the horniest person in the world. I went to the store earlier and saw a long ass cucumber and instantly thought of Rodrick. I almost climaxed standing there in the produce section. I have no control over my body anymore. This baby controls EVERYTHING! I was making some chicken fettuccine with a garlic white sauce and Parmesan cheese when I heard the keys jingling, I knew that was him trying to open the door. I ran to the door and opened it before he could finish unlocking it. Before I knew it, he was all over me. Kissing me all over and we were still in the door. I pulled back, took the keys out of the door, pulled him inside, closed the door and ripped his shirt off of him. He slapped my ass and I jumped on him and wrapped my legs around his waist. I told him what I made for us while in between kisses. Just as we were about to sit down and eat, my phone rang. Rodrick grabbed it and answered it.