The Letter from James (COMPLETED)

Looks Can Be Deceiving

Korryn

Jesus....before I go off in this hospital....please help me to control my tongue and my hands....MY HANDS Lord....MY HANDS! I said in my quick prayer before I walked over by Quiante and this stupid bitch.

"Baby....it's not...." Quiante tried to say before I held my hand up for him to stop.

"I know it's not....because you knew if it was....you would be penisless my nigga..." I said...he knew I was highly upset with the whole situation because I only call him "my nigga" when I'm very upset.

"Sierra....please leave....I'm begging you for you own safety....please." Quiante tried to beg and plead with her because he knew what I was capable of....

We had never gotten into a physical fight, but he saw me get into my one and only fight before and it was because this girl just kept picking on me...calling me all kind of "fat bitches" and stuff like that. I didn't snap until she put her finger on my nose....when I say I tore that hoe up....I tore her up.

"I ain't leaving....you my baby....you always been my baby....always gon be..." Sierra said caressing his arm.

"Let me tell you something......just because you had him in the past.....don't mean you gon have him ever again! He's mine.....based on the ring on my left finger....that he gave me....he's mine....so you can leave hoe!" I said.....I was doing so good until I called her a hoe....

FORGIVE ME LORD!

"Ring?? What the fuck is this bitch talking bout Quiante?" She said looking at him with tears in her eyes.

"Imma let that 'bitch' slide cuz I see ya lil feelings hurt.....but you need to leave!!" I said....trying not to fuck this bitch up!

She got up and started walking out....she turned around, walked back to me, looked me up and down and then walked to Quiante......she slapped the fuck out of my baby and tried to walk out the door.

Before I knew it, I grabbed that hoe by her hair. I slung her to the floor. I stood over her and said.....

"Learn to keep ya hands off what's mine BITCH!"

And she got up and left the room crying.

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I grab my phone and leave the room without even talking to Quiante. I hear him trying to tell me something but I just walked off. I know I was petty for being upset with him even though I knew it wasn't his fault. I still felt some type of way and I didn't wanna hear anything from Quiante.

I walked down the hall and got into the elevator. I called Kasey and Dad and told them I was on the way to the funeral home. I left the hospital and started for the funeral home.

I pulled up to the funeral home and saw yet another casket outside in the front just unattended.

MAYBE THIS IS A SIGN THAT I NEED TO TAKE MY MOTHER TO ANOTHER FUNERAL HOME....

I was honestly tired of all the hell that I had....WE had been put through. I pulled myself together and was about to get out the car. Before I got out, I took my ring off and put it in my purse. I wanted to tell them before they saw the ring. I put my purse on my shoulder, and got out the car.

After I got out the car, I walked in and walked straight to the secretary. Things were surprisingly quiet.... I asked her when could I begin the process and she told me I could start today. As I was talking to the secretary, my dad and my little sister walked in.

"Hey Sugar Cube!" Dad said.

"Hey Dad!" 

"Hey KoKo!" Kasey said.