Dear James,
My son, my life. How are you today? Have you gotten all that you could have wanted? I hope you have. I remember those brown beautiful eyes that would just smile as they moved to my direction. I will always miss you, James. I love you with all of my heart. My son, I'm so sorry for all the pain that you have encountered. I'm so sorry for all the shouts you would hear everynight because of me and your father. My son, I'm sorry for having to have failed you. As a mother, I would wish every best thing for you. I wish that you get everything that you deserve, I may not have been there to see you graduate but remember that I am always beside you and when it rains I am wrapping you safe in my arms. You are the light in your father's eyes and in mine. I hope that everything that makes you happy will always stay with you. My son, I hope you find her one day... The girl of your dreams, the girl that loves you with all of her heart. And I hope she gives you all her love and she looks into your eyes and realize how luck she is to have met you. And you will spend your forever with her. My son, don''t be mad to your father. The truth is, he got Julie pregnant by accident. He wanted to run away and leave her and he wanted to bring us with him. But no, I couldn't let that happen. I couldn't let an innocent child's life be ruined and having to have lost a father. I told your father to stay, to be a man and stand up for what he has done. My son, its painful for you. I know. But I know that you are also brave and strong. Please, take care of your sibling love her unconditionally as the way I love you. I don't know where you are now, but I am sure that you have gained the dreams that I have dreamt for you. Hold on my son. I love you.
Forever,
Claudia
I slowly slipped the letter into my pocket. The rain poured gently as I held the umbrella on my right hand with jane and Hayley beside me. We stood infront of my parents grave. Jane crouched down and gave each a rose on both their graves. "Your son is strong." I heard Jane whisper. Everything was clear to me now, I guess I had all the answers. But somehow, I felt something was missing. Hayley held me tight as tears streamed down her face. I won't let Hayley experience the pain I went through. Jane got up, I held her hand. "I love you." I whispered. Jane smiled "I love you too." She answered. And finally I found the missing pieces.
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