~Mark My Heart~{Damian Wayne X Reader}

Chapter 14

'You aren't good enough'

'You don't deserve to be happy'

'Look what happened to Kendall'

'You're going to screw him up too'

Stop,please. Make the voices stop!

"Shut up" I say aloud, I don't mean it to anyone but myself.

"Y/N are you alright?" I hear Bruce ask me, but I pay no attention to him.

"It wasn't my fault what happened!" I scream. "It wasn't my fault!"

'It was. You screwed him up. You were a bad friend.'

'You can't even muster up the courage to confront your mate'

"Shut UP! It wasn't my fault!" I'm screaming at myself. I grab the closest thing to me, which is one of Tim's textbooks and chuck it across the room. Everyone's surprised at my actions but doesn't say anything. Just then I notice Damian run into the room looking worried.

"What's going on?" Damian demands. I couldn't control my emotions, all the rage and sadness I had been holding back came flooding out. I sharply turn around revealing my glowing amber eyes meaning my wolf is on serious edge. I face Damian and let out a loud growl, my claws extend from my hands and are ready to attack. Before I do, I quickly realize what I'm doing and stop myself. My claws were inches away from Damian's face, my hand drops limp and I run out of the manor to the gardens. The gardens and scenery at home always calmed me down, but not this time. This time things have changed, I've met my possible mate and the only way to calm a matted wolf down is for the wolves to spend time together. They have the ability to calm each other down, even in the worst of situations, and in this particular moment, all I want to do is snuggle up to Damian and tell him how sorry I am for lashing out like that. Sadly though, I'm not in the right state of mind to talk to anyone.

I can't seem to calm down, no matter how hard I try. I wonder if everyone's okay, I hope Damian doesn't hate me. I don't what I'd do if he hates me. Stop Y/N, you're overthinking things. Am I? I am right? I was outside for so long that the sun was now setting. I herd footsteps approaching me from me from behind, I didn't turn around. They stood almost directly behind me, they draped a blanket over my shoulders. "Thanks.." I mutter.

"Thank me by going inside and having a warm bath. I don't want you to get sick." A kind voice said. Out of the corner of my eyes I saw it was Damian. Just knowing that he's worried about me calms me down more than he knows.

"Damian I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to I swear! I'm so so sorry!" I say, with tears pricking my eyes. Damian doesn't say anything, instead he sits next to me and lets me rest my head on his shoulder. He wraps one of his arms around me, pulling me close in an effort to keep me warm.

"It's alright, your wolf had control right?"

"Yeah, how'd you know?"

"I did a little research." He admits.

"Thanks Dami." I say gently closing my eyes and lifting my head off his shoulder, he looks at me confused. "I don't feel like talking right now. Can I be left alone for a little while longer?" I ask, trying not to sound harsh. I love that he's worried about me I really do, but right now I want to fix my mind before I go in their.

"Of course Y/N, don't stay out here too late. Remember Father's party is tomorrow." Damian sighs and reluctantly leaves me in peace. After a little star gazing I feel calmer and ready to head back into the manor. Slowly getting up I head back into the manor to get ready for bed. It's party time tomorrow.

*Time skip to the next morning*

Luckily no one asked about last night, it's like everyone knew what I was feeling. I apologized profusely but everyone said that it was already forgotten. The people here are so kind. It's breakfast time, and sadly Damian has to go to school.

"Goodbye." He says leaving the dinner room to head to school and that's when all of us start with our Party Plan.