(Disclaimer The Songs Jex Sings are written by me.So credit all go to me.I will report to police if any of them get stolen/plagiarism)
•Lucinda P.O.V•
just because someone is wasted it doesn't mean they don't have feelings or can't feel anything.It doesn't mean you can go around saying all this mean stuff and than the next day they'll forget no.Drunk or not,You shouldn't even be saying stuff like that.I wanted to go back home but my head was killing me and I felt so much things going inside of me.All these emotions and feelings.Ill just call Jack and tell him to pick us up.But than again it 4 In the morning..Guess I'll wait..I closed my eyes for a bit,But i accidentally fell asleep.....I luckily got up in time,It was 5:58 Am."Jasmine get up" I whispered to her as I tapped her shoulder "No" She whined as she hugged Jex pillow tight "Well am leaving" I spoke,She than quickly sat up "No don't leave me" She begged
"Let's go than" I said as we both got up and got our shoes and walked out..We slowly made our way downstairs Hoping not to make a single noise."what's that?" asked Jasmine as he slowly made our way to the living room.There was someone playing a guitar,It sounded so lovely.But as we got closer I started to recognize the voice.."Omg it's Jex"
Jasmine whispered as we peaked,Great the front door is there.Now how are we suppose to leave? "Oh come on love,Just one more step..We're almost there" Jex singed with his eyes closed "That not good" He whined as he turned to the next page of his journal..He closed his eyes and his fingers began playing the strings in his guitar..It was a loud beat
"Quit drinking cause I knew I couldn't handle it.I started spilling all our secrets.Remember saying 'She was my addictttttt'....But I don't remember being drunk that day,Guess Love makes me drunk" Jex Laughed as he wrote that down."Guess Drinking wasn't the problem" Jex softly laughed "That was good!" Jasmine clapped as she sat next to Jex "What the fuck" Jex said surprised "How long did you hear?" He says hiding his journal "Long enough to know Drinking wasn't the problem?" Jasmine smiled,I just stand there like an idiot watching Jex shift uncomfortable in the sofa "Well we're off" I spoke as I pulled Jasmine's hand "No I wanna to listen to Jex more!!" Jasmine whined but I just kept pulling her till we made it to the door "Lucinda wait!" Jex yelled,I turned around to face him,But he hasn't said nothing. So I turned back around and headed out. "What's wrong?" Jasmine said as she notice me crying "Jex is what's wrong" I cried in her shoulder "Ahh baby.Lets talk about it" She said not letting me go..I than told her everything,How I felt and what he said..Jasmine ended up taking Jex side,Because she thinks he wasn't thinking.But I don't really care no more.I was already hurt.
*4 Days Later *
It was Thursday And I was happy for once..Tomorrow is Jacks birthday and I plan to make it memorable..The only hard part is to keep it a secret,And let's just say am the biggest blabber mouth ever..
"Bye Mom!" I yelled as I ran out the house and got on jacks car,He was taking me to school like always."Hey" He said as I got on "Hey Jacko!" I laughed "Not funny Lucin" He said wanting to laugh..When we arrived to school Jack quickly let me copy off his homework "Thank you so much" I said as he kept guard to make sure no teacher passes by "Yeah yeah just hurry up!" Jack whined "Your the best!" I said giving him a big hug "No run along,You have Math class in 2 minutes" He reminded me "Bye!!" I said as I ran off my my class.Luckily I was only seconds Late..The teacher began teaching and I for once paid closed attention until the door flew open and a security guard stood there "Lucinda Richardson?" The guard asked,I quickly got up and head his way "Yes?" I gently responded "Basement,There waiting for you" He said as he left.I looked back and my teacher nodded giving me permission to step out..Who the hell is waiting for me??I walked through the empty basement,Searching for someone but no one was found "Hey" Said a sudden voice from behind me,I quickly turn around to find Jex."Oh god you scared me" I said catching my breath "I am a bit scary" He laughed "What are you doing here?" I asked "Here to get my girl back" He whispered as his eyes never left mine
"Well good luck" I said turning around and walking away,But than I was pulled back by him.He turned me around and pressed me against his chest "Lucinda am sorry,Please please forgive me" Jex begged "As you can probably tell,Am alone..Always had and always will" He said softly "No one ever cared for me the way you had.You bail me out not even knowing a single thing about me" Jex continued "You make me feel good about myself Lucinda,And now that I found something good in my life I don't want to lose it.So please forgive me" He cried..Like he litgit was crying.."You hurted my feelings" I cried as well "I didn't mean to baby.I wasn't thinking.My head was spinning and spinning from all these questions I had within me,That I didn't even know the answer,From the questions you were asking me" He cried "I didn't even know the half of me Lucinda,I am lost and the little time I was with it help me know a bit more about myself" Jex's green eyes turned softer and softer as each tear drop ran down his cheek.We were both hurt this time.The only answer for our problems where each other.But of course we were so stubborn,To understand.."Please forgive me" Jex begged once again...I took a step back and closed my eyes..I thought to myself what would be the best answer??i could forgive him and than things would be the same again.We would have sex today and than I won't see him for 3 days and than when we see each other we'll have sex again and it would be a routine,Or I could say no and slowly we would forget about each other..The second option seemed easier but it hurt knowing that Jex just opened up to me and know I say no?
