Chapter 41

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•Jex P.O.V•
"What the fuck are you looking at!" I yelled at the group of guys who kept staring. "You" They laughed "Your girls hot,How much for a night?" Asked a bald headed guy "Don't you start!" I yelled louder.I got up from my chair and headed to his direction "She's a bad thing isn't she?" He laughed pushing my buttons.
He laughed and so did his friends.I couldn't no more.My fist came up to his jaw.He than came at me like a beast but I luckily defended myself by hitting him as hard as he had hit me.Thankfully no one of his friends jumped in because I had no one to back me up.I was than punished for 3 weeks and the punishment included Lucinda.I wasn't allow to see her until yesterday.She brought me my journal and guitar,I couldn't remember any of the guitar strings,Or the position of my fingers.Everything was new to me.I was able to keep the guitar in my cell but I told Lucinda to take it back.It wasn't in a safe place here.

*18 Weeks Later*
I was just chilling in my cell,When the officer came running toward my cell."Get up your baby is about to be born!" He yelled.I quickly got up and ran after him.Excitement filled my whole body as we walked in the doctor room.Lucinda was there breathing in and out

•Lucinda P.O.V•
I was sleeping peacefully until Prince woke me up. "Lucinda Your wet!" He yelled,I sat up and felt the sheets wet. "Omg my water broke!" I screamed.My dad and mom than came in and helped me up.I wasn't ready to give birth yet.
My dad droved me to prison were I had decided,I wanted my baby to be born.My mom was holding my hand and telling me to count to 10 which I found very helpful.The doctor than laid me in the bed and started plugging all these cables for the mechanics besides me.The air in the room started to fade more and more as I got these horrible pain in my back."aww" I cried to my mom "It's going to be okay just breath" She advised me.My dad and mom were than pushed back to another room.
Why isn't Jex here yet?I was ordered to spread my legs but I didn't want to start till Jex came. "Lucinda please,Your baby is ready to come out!" The doctor yelled as I kept receiving endless pain "Where's Jex?" I cried
"Lucinda please open up" She said ignoring me.And of course I did.The pain was killing me.Second before I began screaming Jex had arrived "Fuck!Shit What do I do?" He asked the doctor "Watch or hold Her hand" The doctor said "Jex" I cried as I couldn't contain the pain "Push Lucinda!" The doctor yelled "Huuhhh!" I yelled as I gave one big push "Harder" Jex whispered to me as he saw the baby coming out "Another push baby your almost there" He smiled as he finally had grabbed my hand "She's almost out" The doctor said.After 5 long pushes,Our baby finally had came out.The doctor cleaned her up and asked Jex to seat besides me "Place your hand here" The doctor whispered as she placed our baby in Jex's Arm.He smiled as the doctor gently placed her in his arms.I was exhausted but seeing Jex so happy gave me energy.His smile seemed to never stop when he hold her "My turn" I whined as he holder her for a good 5 minutes "Noo!"
He whined "Come on goofy" I laughed.He than rolled his eyes and placed her in my arms.She was so small and so soft.

"Is she going to be red forever?" Jex asked the doctor as the doctor cleaned up "Of course not" The doc laughed "It will take her some time,For her skin to clean off" She began saying "She's beautiful" I cried as I looked up to Jex "What should we...

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"Is she going to be red forever?" Jex asked the doctor as the doctor cleaned up "Of course not" The doc laughed "It will take her some time,For her skin to clean off" She began saying "She's beautiful" I cried as I looked up to Jex
"What should we name her?" I asked him.he took a while before answering."Josie" Jex Softly whispered "Baby Josie" He said as he softly stroked Josie's Cheek."Take me out of here" Jex began begging as my mom hold Josie. "I am sorry Jex but 5 years was the less you could had get" I whispered back "I want to be with you and our baby" He cried.My mom and dad kept there eyes on us as Jex was inches away from my face."I'll try visiting everyday" I said "That's not enough" He argued
"I love you Lucinda Remember that" Jex said loud enough for everyone to hear.He slowly began moving closer,Pressing his lips on top of mine.He was sad and I know he feels lonely at time,here but I did what I could. "Don't,don't forget me please" He begged "I won't Jex" I cried as I hugged him tight "Am going to wait for you,And so will Little Josie" I began crying as my mom handed me back my baby.Jex kissed her and me goodbye before leaving back to his cell.This is not how I pictured my first labor.In prison.
It was all different from what I had dream off but I couldn't be more happier that it didn't turn out like I had pictured it.This was way better.Josie was such a little thing that I was afraid of holding her to tight.I felt like I was going to break her tiny little bones.

•Jex P.O.V•
Holding a baby was so hard.You can't hold her to tight cause you'll break her.You can't move cause than she'll wake up.I don't know how am going to do it but am going to have to learn.As I hold Little Josie I felt my heart aching.She just kept looking into my eyes.

She was a beautiful little thing just like her mommy

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She was a beautiful little thing just like her mommy.The way her Green eyes(Like Mine By The way) Shined.The way her little nose moved,The way her tiny lips were formed.Everything about that little thing was studding.She looked so much like me,It was scary.The worse part was leaving her and Lucinda.Man I shouldn't even had selled fucken drugs!!I should be with my two girls right now!!I kill everything.I swear if something happens to them and I can't protect them I'll kill everyone here.I feel like it's my duty now to make sure both of them are safe.
I closed my eyes and picture my beautiful mom.She would be so proud of me right now.I know she wanted this.I know she wanted me to be,With Lucinda .I bet she had this all planned for me.Thank you mom.

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