Chapter 19

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•Jex P.O.V•
I was preparing everything so that it will be perfect for Lucinda.today's going to be a day I'll never forget.Shes mine and only mine!Dam am lucky to have her.I promise Mom,I'll make her happy.Something you never got..
"What's that for?" Jp asked as I admire the necklace I had bought for her.I got a loan for
Husky to be able to buy her this..Its was silver and my favorite thing about it was that there was a Red Rose inside.Its hard to kinda explain it,But it looked like a light ball And inside that light ball was the Rose..It was really lovely and I just hope she loves it.."It's just something I bought my girl" I said showing it to him "Girl?" He asked as he grabbed a beer from the fridge "Yeah" I laughed "Oh shit!Don't tell me the one and only Jex is falling in love!!" Jp Yelled and I gladly nodded "When do I get to meet her?" He Asked "You already know her" I said as I put the charm back in its case "The hot chick who bailed you out?" He asked "Yes and her name is Lucinda" I said snapping his beer and taking a long sip "Dam your lucky" He said "I know" I smiled..I than got my ass up stairs to take a nice shower before going to pick up Lucinda in school...I had everything prepared..
"Ready?" I said Lucinda "Ready" She said holding my hand..We hoped on my Motorcycle and I drove off.."Why did we stop in the middle of no where??" Lucinda said as I parked in the middle of the no where,It was
like the woods.Only trees." Just come on" I said taking her hand and leading her to my Childhood home.."A tree house?" She asked "It's more than a tree house baby,It was my home" I said pulling her closer to the old house.

"A tree house?" She asked "It's more than a tree house baby,It was my home" I said pulling her closer to the old house

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"You sure it won't break?" She started asking as we where half way there "Am sure" I laughed..When we head inside,There was a table with candles and lots of food.."Aww this is so beautiful" Lucinda Said as she turned around to hug me.."It's not the best place to have a date but I wanted to spend it In a special place and this is all I could think about" I said as I looked around the tiny little place,Me and my mom and brother and my dad use to live.."It's perfect..you said You use to live here?" She asked "Yeah but uh,I'll answer all your questions after we eat"
I said trying my hardest to avoid any further questions about my family..But I promised that I would be honest and answer as many questions..I had ordered a pizza and had a bottle of soda,I never been or had a first date ever so I don't know what the fuck you eat at those times but I just bought a fucken pizza..
"Hope you like pizza" I said as she took a bite of her slice "Who doesn't" She smiled shyly
"Your beautiful Lucinda" I said making her blush "I taught you didn't like my name" She asked "I never said that" I said taking a big bite of my Cheesy pizza "You said my name was weird" She laughed "It is but every name is unique like yours" I said looking at her Blue crystal eyes "Yours is too" Lucinda Smiled
"Well Jex isn't my full name" I said breaking one of my secrets."What is your full name?"
she asked with a mouth full,I smiled and answered "Jexsin Howard" "That's a lovely name,But why don't you go by Jexsin instead of Jex?" She asked "Cause I like being mysterious" I said..We than finished eating and silents just flew between us.."What's your
Favorite color?" I asked making her smile "Pink of course,And yours?" "Black" I responded trying to keep it simple "Of course" She said "You where born here?" She questioned "Yeah,I've been here all my life" I said..I know Lucinda wanted to ask personal questions but she was afraid.So I guess I'll just have to say it all,Without her telling me the questions..I got up,Put the left over food in the floor and folded the table and pulled out a blanket I had in my book bag and laid it on the floor."Sit" I said patting the spot right next to me,She smiled and got up and sat down next to me..I even had a few pillow so we would be facing the celling that,Had a huge crack..We were just staring at the wall with full silents..This is my chance,Come on Jex speak up!!...."I uh..Lived here all my life,In this small tree house..We had one blanket.." I started to tell my story.I took a lot of pauses but kept going."My Mom laid here" I said point to the front of the door "Than me and my brother and than my dad" I said remembering all the back pain I would have the next day.."The blanket would always be taken by my dad...It was a small blanket,So it didn't really did much but it did helped a bit..So every night My mom,Brother and I would freeze to death" I than sat up,Lucinda late than sat up too."My uh...That guy,My uh dad he..He was an alcoholic.He cames home so drunk and start to bet the shit out of us,Normally he would just beat up my mom..The next day my dad left with my brother to buy food..I watched my mom struggle to" I said..I closed my eyes and remembered the horrible times.."She struggled to walk" I finally spoke up before a long pause "Jex you don't have to" Lucinda said "No I..I do" I said looking deep into her blue ocean eyes "I tried to clean her wounds but she didn't let me..I was 5 by that time..But uh I also remember asking her if her arm hurted cause she often struggled to eat or to even fed me but she said no,But I fucken know it did!" I yelled "She just didn't want to say nothing!She would change the subject.Years passed and everyday was the same.Sleeping on the hard wooden floor,Wake up eat than watch my dad beating up my mom the whole afternoon..I didn't do nothing until I was 14" I said turning around to face the wall
"My dad was kicking my mom and I..I pushed him back,My mom yelled saying to run but I didn't listen,I wanted to save her..My dad got mad and started beating me..I was so weak the next day,I remember not being able to walk...I just don't know how she did it.." I said
"When I was 15,Everything changed" I said avoiding the tears as they started to form.."He came home drunk as always,He..He started kicking her and punching her..She silently cried.My brother was 17 so he was big enough to help her but he was frighten by him too..And I didn't blame him."I took a pause again.."I fucken hated it!" I yelled "He beating her up!Her crying!And the worse part of it all was that I was always front row seat to see it all..I saw everything!" I cried..Tears began falling faster and faster as that horrible memory began going through my head..Lucinda took me in her arms calming me down a bit.."He killed her that night Lucinda" I whispered "He killed her and I watched it all!" I yelled,Lucinda soft thumb wiped the tears going down my cheeks.."I never saw my mom since than" I kept going with my story.."But it didn't end there" I said getting up..I couldn't say this part..Its going to scare her..She's going to leave my side after this but I couldn't leave her hanging.."What happen?" She asked,I slowly turn around and faced her "I..I Killed him" I slowly say,Her reaction told everything..

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