It was 12:00 in the afternoon. Alan let me sleeo in. I walked downstairs and saw Alan In the kitchen. I walked to him and wrapped my arms around him from behind.
"Good Morning, Momma" He says turning around to hug me.
"Morning, Daddy" I say. He gets on his knees to be level with my stomach. I was only about four and a half weeks pregnant so I didn't have a bump or anything, only a slight pudge.
"Good Morning Baby" He says and kisses my stomach.
"You know it's just a blob, right?" I ask. He stands back up to face me.
"I know, but, I don't care because it's our baby and I love it more than anything" He says.
"What about Jenna's two babies?" I ask.
"I love them too, But, They're not with my wife" He says.
"I want you to love them as much as you love this baby. Don't make Jenna or her twins ever feel like you favor ours more" I say.
"W-Why would you think that I would do that?" He asks stepping away from me.
"I don't, but, we haven't had the chance to talk about how you feel about this thing with her and I want to know how you feel about it all" I say.
"I-I mean it's not what I expected or anything" He says. "But, I've always wanted to be a father".
"So you are okay with everything"
"Of course I am" He says. I look down at the floor. Ever since Jenna told us she was pregnant only one thought has crossed my mind over and over again.
"Hey, You okay, Babe?" Alan asks tucking lose hair behind my ear.
"A-Are you going to leave me for her?" I mutter looking up at him.
"What?" He asks. He looked hurt. "Of course I am not going to leave you, I love you".
"I-I know" I say. There was a knock at the door. I walked over to see who it was. Sasha was standing there in his gym shorts and no shirt.
"Is Alan Here?" He asks.
"Yeah, What's Up?" Alan asks walking to the door.
"I wanted to see if you wanted to head to the gym" He answered.
"Yeah, Let's go" He says and walk out the front door without even acknowledging me or saying goodbye. I didn't mean to hurt him, I just needed to be honest.
***
At around 2:30 I went upstairs and got dressed. I put on my black skinny jeans and a loose T-shirt that has the letter "B" on it for "Bersten". I threw my hair up in a ponytail and put on my usual makeup and walked over to Emma's. I knew the boys would be be home for another couple of hours so I decided to ask Emma if she wanted to go into town today. I was going to ask Jenna too, but, she was showing so much that everyone would know she was pregnant too and she wanted to keep it on the down low so she was basically stuck at her house and couldn't leave our little community up on the hill. I didn't bother knocking on Emma's door, I just went in and yelled for her.
"What's Up?" She asked walking down the steps.
"Do you want to go in to town with me?" I asked.
"Sure, Let me get dressed" She says.
"Okay" I say and she disappears back upstairs. A few minutes later she walks back down wearing leggings and a shirt that said "Hawaii" across the front.
"I'll drive" She says and grabs her keys off the key rack.
We parked the car right outside the entrance of our favorite ice cream place and went inside. After we ordered we found a table in a back corner and sat down.
"Poor Jenna has to stay stuck at home all day instead of being here with us" Emma says.
"I know, it sucks, especially because this is one of her favorite places" I say. Talking about Jenna made me think of what I asked Alan today. Emma seemed to notice something was on my mind.
"Is something on your mind?" She asked putting a spoonful of vanilla ice cream into her mouth.
"I-I think I said something to Alan earlier that hurt him" I say.
"What did you say?"
"I asked him if he was going to leave me for Jenna" I answer.
"What? Dani, That is absolutely insane" She says.
"I know, but, I-Its been on my mind for a while" I say.
"Well stop thinking that way" She says.
"I know it's crazy to think about" I say.
"Maybe it's your hormones. You've got a little baby in there, you know?" She says.
"I know, It's crazy" I say. "Im having a baby".
"You're going to be a mummy" She says.
"I'm going to be a mommy" I say.
"And, Alan is going to be a daddy, So, Don't think that he's leaving you" She says. We begin to walk out of the ice cream shop. A few paparazzi come up to us.
"How are you, Danielle?"
"Great, Thanks!" I was always pretty nice to them.
"Are you sick any?"
"No, Not at all" I Answer standing beside Emma's car.
"I hope you have a great day!"
"You too!" I say then get into the car. "They're so sweet sometimes, Asking about the pregnancy".
"Yeah" Emma says as we drive off.
***
A few hours had passed and Alan had gotten home.
"Babe, Can we talk?" I ask walking into the bedroom where he was changing into sweat pants.
"What's up?" He asked sitting on the bed.
"I'm sorry I asked if you were going to leave me" I said.
"Why would you even give that one thought?" He asked. I sat down beside him.
"I-I don't know...probably because she's having your children" I answer.
"You're having my child too" He says.
"Yeah, but..."
"But?"
"She was the first person you ever loved and usually you always love your first love...and now your first love is having your kids and...it could change things" I say looking down at the ground.
"Hey, Look at me" He says and grabs my chin making me face him. "She was my first love but you are my last. I love you more than anything in this entire world, and I will spend my entire life proving that to you".
"How did I ever get so lucky?" I say.
"You didn't get lucky, I did. You're just the girl that's way out if my league that I somehow managed to make love me".
"I love you so much" I say.
"I love you too" He says and kisses my lips gently. I was in love with him. I was completely and absolutely in love with him.
A/N: So...I know that in this story Alan has been with both girls so I just wanted to know who you ship more in this. Alan and Jenna or Alan and Danielle? Comment below and tell me why! ❤
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