this is probably the third "fuckin hell" chapter ive had but i mean ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
so first of all i really do the space !! thing a lot but i mean its a habit now and so ooops
i also says oops a lot but thats also a habit too
i honestly don't know why i made this chapter and thats why its called fuckin hell
so now enjoy rambling about randoms things from me
[EDIT: THIS IS MORE RANTING ABOUT SCHOOL SO IF YOU DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT MY SCHOOL DONT READ THIS]
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i joined a scholastic bowl team at my school and there's this one kid thats older than me in it and he's really, really tall and now i'm kinda regretting joining the team because he scares me
and i know its dumb but i just get really shaky around the older kids (especially if theyre tall) even though everyone in the team seems really nice,,
so goddammit me
i also have been drawing so there might be an art dump out soon???
maybe,,
the principal at our school put cameras everywhere except for the classrooms, lockerrooms, and bathrooms, and he said it was to keep us safe,,
but we live in a small town that hasn't had anything like purpose murders or people attacking schools happen since before my parents moved here and theyve been around for about twenty years
so that makes it a little fucking creepy,,,
i also swear around school with my friends and my school is one of those where (the principal at least) doesn't like "foul language" so he was talking about how he can here every single thing we say where he has cameras installed and when he was talking about how some people are using bad language i swear to god he looked at me and my friends
have i stopped swearing in school?? not really since if my principal was ever going to expose me to my dad or mom they wouldnt really be surprised
i also dont like the cameras though because the chats i have with my friends is kinda private and it makes me uncomfortable knowing that our principal can just listen in anytime
((we also dont have any periods where we're all together as a group so we can't talk in the classroom)
so thats that for the camera shit
oh, our principal also has a rule that people can't touch eachother or somethingg like that even though nobody follows it and he was talking about how "no one wants to see you get touchy feely with your friend"
and im,,, a little confused??
i don't know if that was directed at me and my friend or whoever,, but what i'll do with my friend is that we'll sling our arms over eachothers and sometimes hold hands (we joke a lot about how we're more "couple goals" than the people who are actually dating) and if that was directed at me and my friend then i mean,,, the principal is basically saying,
"no one wants to see you be friendly with your friend""
idontknow i just really dont like my principal,,,
((i mean no one in our school really likes him and when he tries to "connect" with us it comes off as really fake and scripted))
but i could rant on and on about how much i hate my principal so i'll end this on a fun note,,
there's this one teacher thats really cool and in this class these boys were like,, moaning(??) at eachother and she yelled at them to stop making sex noises at eachother which was just amazing,,
she's probably going to get fired by next year though,,,
there's also this social studies teacher for one grade level up and what he had his classes do was make posters about how bad trump is and how hes going to ruin america and he put them all over the hallway,, which is just amazing
i was also walking past his classroom and i heard him ranting about how trump is not the future for america
i've ranted on and on about my school for way too long though so i'll actually end this now,,
- Grayson
