how life is when you're a piece of trash

HAMILTON!

I FINISHED THE HAMILTON SOUNDTRACK FINALLY

I CRIED SO MUCH I MADE A LIST OF ALL THE SONGS I CRIED OVER

(I LISTENED TO SATISFIED FIVE TIMES AND I CRIED EVERY TIME)

((OKAY THE FIRST FIVE TIMES I LISTENED TO IT I CRIED IVE ACTUALLY LISTENED TO IT LIKE 20+ TIMES AND SOMETIMES I STILL CRY OVER IT))

WHO LIVES WHO DIES WHO TELLS YOUR STORY HAD ME SOBBING

my god

this musical has destroyed me

also,,

in the world was wide enough

when burr/leslie sings "THIS MAN WILL NOT MAKE AN ORPHAN OUT OF MY DAUGHTER" and the "WAIT"

I COULD FEEL EMOTION RADIATING OFF OF MY SCREEN MY GOD

hamilton is such a good musical and it honestly made me care more and learn more about american history than the repetitive lessons in school

also eliza is such a great person she did not deserve anything how dare alexander do that to her

i also cant get through take a break without laughing because when they have,

"angelica"

"eliza"

"the schuyler sisters"

I JUST IMAGINE PEGGY LOOMING IN THE BACKGROUND LIKE, "BITCH" AND IT MAKES ME SNORT

when i got to say no to this i basically just screamed "YOU COULD SAY NO TO ELIZA AND ANGELICA WHEN THEY ASKED YOU TO TAKE A BREAK BUT NOT TO MISS MARIA REYNOLDS WHEN SHE WANTS TO FUCK YOU WHAT THE HELL ALEXANDER" the entire time

hamilton has ruined me and i am an emotional wreck

and its so dumb because these people have been dead for 200+ years and yet it feels like i knew them personally,,

my god

- Grayson