im v happy,,,
because like i said in the title-
I THINK I MIGHTVE MADE A FRIEND
this might sound like not a big deal but like,, in school (or just off of the internet for that matter)) im only really loud and comfortable when im around my friends, theyre kind of like moral support
but i joined the scholastic bowl team (i have talked about scholastic bowl so much omf)) and i only have one friend,, and even then everyone else is older by a year or two,,
so thats pretty scary since people who i dont know that well + are older than me are really fuckin scary
((there was a time when my only friend was absent and i was v frightened and lonely,,))
but there's this one guy that i'll call mark and he's very tall and two years older than me,,
and he's just really really nice and kind to me and my friend bc he knows that we're new on the team and shit and hES JUST REALLY NICE HOLY SHIT!!
and on the bus when we were going to a meet we talked a little about greek mythology and it was just great bc he's a hUGE mythology fan and i really,,, really enjoy greek mythology (im also getting into norse mythology) and the talk was fun,,
so i think i made a friend and im pretty happy, mark is a good person
((also i know it could kinda sound like i have a crush on him?? but i honestly just really like him as a friend hes great))
also since i mentioned scholastic bowl im just gonna give a small update on our shit,,
so im on the jv (junior varsity) team with my friend and so far, we've only been defeated by the team that EVERYONE's defeated by,,
and the varsity team has lost to the team everyone's defeated by and this one team that i absolutely hated when i played soccer (theyre not rude in scholastic bowl,, so i think their soccer team was just kinda a team of assholes? then again everyone [including my old team] was an asshole in soccer))
but yeah, scholastic bowl is v fun,,
i also went to a spelling bee and got out on my second wORD!!!
((haha i cant spell mischief))
and honestly,,,, SPELLING BEES ARE THE MOST BORING THING IN EXISTENCE,,
like,,, when you're playing you're begging that you get an easy word and when you're watching you're begging that the bee will just eND!!!!
guess who's not doing spelling bee team next year???? me !!!!!
- Grayson