Just listen (blueberry sans X underfell sans)

~5~

                        ~Blue's pov~

I just looked at him I walked to the window and put my hand on the glass. It was so pretty outside. I'm still wondering why fell was panting. Was he scared? Did he see something that worried him? Ugh I'll never know unless I ask but I'm choosing not too. Fell walked up behind me. "nice outside, huh." I nodded. "it's so pretty" he put his arm around my shoulder again and pulled me close. I wanted to kiss him but we weren't even dating so I Didn't. I hugged him and ugh his smell. I always die for it. Anyways I looked up at him and he looked down at me. Our faces were inches away. I quickly looked down and nuzzled my face in his chest. "Heh, embarrassed?" He asked. I nodded "kinda" he hugged me and tightly. I felt so safe in his arms. I also felt so warm. I keep asking myself 'should I ask him out? Should I ask to date?' I dunno honestly. I mean he's perfect. He even protected me. I sighed. "you ok blue?" Fell asked very concerned. I didn't reply. He leaned away from the hug and held me on both of my shoulders and looked me in the eye. "blue are you OK?" crap what do I say? What do I do? I'm ok but not. I just want to date him and kiss him and do all that lovey dovey stuff. I kinda teard up. I looked away. "...yes and no...". Fell sighed. Was he mad?! Shit what did I do... "blue whats wrong" he said that in such a kind quiet and gentle way. "..it's just nothing.." he gave off a really heavy sigh. I kinda got scared. Was he Going to hurt me?  Should I have told him? I sighed but he pulled me in and hugged me tightly. Crap. Now I feel like I have to tell him. "I'm sorry fell...I would tell you but I can't. I just can't" he kept hugging me. "blue it's ok. If you can't tell me then don't." Wow, he was so kind. Maybe I could ask to go somewhere. I dunno though...no I will. I pulled away from the hug and blushed. "fell can i ask you something?" He looked at me with kind eyes. And said with such a kind sounding voice. "yes what is it?". Wow did I want to freak out! "c-can we go sonewhere. Like anywhere." That sounded like a date...THAT SOUNDED LIKE A DATE! CRAP! "Uhh sure. Have any ideas." I shook my head. "no. But if we are going somewhere...I have no clothes..." Crap what do I do now. "i-i mean I could give you clothes to wear...". Oh god not again. Its awkward enough wearing only his hoodie and 'bottoms'. Hey at least I get pants now. "i-i.." I didn't know what to say. "a-and you can choose what you want to wear if you'd like.." I blushed and nodded. "o-ok". "You can change in my room. Just tell me when your done". I blushed and went to his room. I opened his closest and of course there was only red and black shirts. I looked through and he even had muscle shirts that looks like the sleeves were ripped off. I would want to see Him wear that but maybe one day. I took out a red shirt. Finally one that's not a v neck. I took off my hoodie or well his hoodie And put it on. It was kinda big on me but not that big. Now for the bottoms. I went through to see the uhh underwear and well...they all looked nice...I took one that looked like it fit and well it did. I threw the one I was wearing in the laundry basket. I heard a knock on the door. "almost done?". My heart began beating quickly. "y-yeah" I said back. I hope he doesn't barge in here. I went to look at the pants and they were all baggy. Oh well guess I have to deal with it. I took a nice dark Blue pair and put it on. Thank god it wasn't lose on the waist. I went to look for a jacket and I found this really cool one. It was black and the zipper was yellow. It had a nice white fluff on the hood and looked really comfy. I put it on and fit perfectly. I was all set I guess. I took the hoodie I had for my pjs and walked out the room. "I'm done". Fell looked back at me and blushed. "heh wow that took a while." I put the hoodie on the couch. "ok cmon now. I needed to know what to Choose." He laughed "yeah yeah I know." He walked into his room and closed the door. I waited patiently. Wow I never thought we were gonna go out for fun. I heard the door open a few minutes later. He got changed pretty quickly. And just what I wanted. He wore the muscle shirt and the dark leather jacket he had when we first bumped into each other. "ready?" He said. I took a deep breath in. "yeah I think so". I went and put on my shoes. This felt like a date. Are we dating? Anyways I waited out The door and he didn't forget his keys. Good. We walked down the hall together fairly closely. I was happy that I was near him. It was 4 o'clock and the sun was wanting to set in an hour or so. It was January so there was snow on the side of the streets and my hot breath made a small little cloud. We walked down a street. "so where do you wanna go?". I thought for a bit. "oh maybe a park." Fell smiled and blushed a little bit. "heh, ok sure. There's one near by" we walked slowly so it took like 30 minutes. The park was empty. For me this was perfect. We sat on a bench. And we began talking about stuff but one question really got me "hey blue have you ever...dated" i kinda got a little scared. What if he didn't want to date me because I've never dated? I sighed. "no...I wasn't really interested" crap, was that the right thing to say? "um fell have you dated" I looked at him and tilted my head a little bit. Fell nodded and looked at me with a kind of sad expression. "yeah..like 3 times. First 2 chicks only wanted to use me so I broke it off but the last one well her name was frisk. She was the only one who actually wanted to try to date and do this love thing. Anyways she felt like she needed to fuck me and I wanted to make sure she was fine with it but I guessed she lied cuz like I said she broke up with me 2 years ago" I was shocked. How could some one lie to him? Hes so kind and everything. No I can't live like this. "fell I'm sorry that happened". He shruged "stuff happens." I felt bad for him. But maybe I can help. I mean I'm a good person and I love helping but if im gonna help now I have to stick with it. I signed. "fell I have to tell you something." Crap here we go "yeah sure what is-" I couldn't wait "fell I love you! A-and I want to date you!" I closed my eyes tightly and blushed insanely. The sun was setting and I opened my eyes when I felt him pull up my chin and kiss me. This is what I wanted. I felt so relieved. I kissed back. And I felt him pull me closer I was happy. We kept kissing but I kissed passionately.

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~A/N
Sorry for a late update (by like a day). I wasn't feeling well at all yesterday so here's the update now! Again sorry for it being somewhat late