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Chapter 10 - Helen Will Be Mine (POV Brian) January-February-March 1972

POV Roger

January

Helena and I exchanged a lot of kisses for Christmas and New Year's Eve. We were attracted to each other, but it was not love, so we imagined. But before Helena went to Brazil with her parents to spend two weeks there, my friend said that she did not want to stay with me any longer, because she was afraid of harming our friendship, almost seven years.

"Rog, I'm sorry, but I think it's best not to stay," she said in annoyance. "I know how you're attracted to me and I for you, but it's not love and as I said I do not want to ruin our friendship. Please do not be sad to me. I do not want to hurt you any more.

"It's okay, Lena, I'm not sad, okay? It's okay, my angel. It really is not love, we just feel attraction and do not want to lose your friendship ever. - I said to her.

We embraced. And it was like this ... Just friends.

On the 2nd of January she returned to London and on the third day she traveled to São Paulo / Brazil. I stayed in Truro, until day six. Clare will stay in Truro until the end of the month with Mom.

On January 7, the boys and I re-recorded our album at Trident Studios. We were recording the song Liar, composed by Freddie. A few days later, we did a presentation at Bedford College, which was recommended by Deacon, but only had six payers. The boys and I were very upset. Until Paul Conroy arranged for us to perform as a support band at King's College Medical School on March 10. We will have to wait until March to introduce ourselves again.

On the eighteenth of January, Helena finally arrived in London with her parents after two weeks in Brazil. I went to pick them up at the airport. Helena's parents, Ms. Livia and Mister Phillip slept in the girls' apartment, since it is empty because Clare, Vanessa and Sarah only return on the thirtieth day of Truro. Livia and Philip stayed three more days in London for a walk, until they had to go back to Truro, because they would start working again at the hospital.

After her parents left for Truro, Helena was excited about the photos she took in Sao Paulo with her maternal grandparents, her uncles and cousins, and some photos she took on the beach. I saw a picture of Helena in a red bikini. Wow, what a wonderful body Helena has. A sculptural body, a woman's body. Helena smiled as she reported the funny parts of her trip. I stared at her, like a passionate fool. I can not fall in love with my best friend ... I do not want to suffer. Helena will not respond to this feeling.

"One day you have to go to Brazil, Rog," Helena said, smiling. "I'm sure you'd love it."

- I would definitely love it - I smile - I love Brazilian food, it is very tasty, I got addicted to Brazilian food thanks to you. The Brazilian landscapes are beautiful, the Brazilian women are beautiful. Very beautiful. They say they are the most beautiful in the world.

I smile and blink at her with malice.

"Rog, do not be stupid," she said, slapping my shoulder.

"But Brazilians are the most beautiful women and I have a beautiful Brazilian woman in front of me," he said, looking at her.

"There are women who are more beautiful than I am," said Helena disgustedly.

"I bet there is not," he said, smiling. "You are the most beautiful woman I know of Helen.

"Thank you for the compliment, Rog," she said blushing.

I realized that Helena was ashamed, so to break the tense mood I said,

"All you have to say is that I'm the most handsome boy," he said, smiling at her, posing.

Helena smiled relaxed and threw a pillow over my face.