Drowse - First Season - Finished

Chapter 43 - New Cycle / September-October-November 1974

POV Helena

Rog and I kissed for a few moments without anyone seeing us. I should not have done it, if someone catches me kissing Roger I lose the Miss Universe crown. After a few moments Rog and I stopped kissing and exchanged only passionate kisses.

"I should not have done it, I took a big risk," he said, giving Rog a seal.

"We're not dating Lena, not yet, so it's okay to just exchange a few kisses. Kisses mean a lot to me, which conveys love, "Rog said, and I looked at him.

Rog's eyes gleamed.

"I love you very much Lena, do not doubt it. And when I am hurt, disappointed with you, it is because I do not allow you to distrust me, my character, my friend, we have known each other for some time, or play with my feelings. I have feelings, Helena, sometimes they do not show, but I do, especially for you, "said Rog, extremely in love.

I caress his face and pull his beret off his head and caress his hair and he closes his eyes and kisses my hands.

"I know you still have doubts about your feelings, but I will fight for you, Helena, at the right time," said Rog, extremely in love. "I am crazy, rebellious, but I have feelings. You're the woman of my life. How many times do you want me to say that? Rog sighed as he said those words.

My heart quickened with his words and I looked up the stairs to see if anyone was coming. Since there was no one else I gave Rog and he caressed my face and my hair.

"My brunette, my great love," he then hugged me carefully.

"Rog, forgive me for everything I told you," I said thoughtfully.

"It's already forgiven, I'm only asking you to be careful what you say, without being sure, okay?" He said, stroking my hair.

- Okay my angel - I looked at him - Your kiss will not leave my thoughts so soon.

"That's what I want," he smiled at me. "I want you to stay in your thoughts and in your heart, my love.

Rog kissed me one more time. His kiss really conveyed a lot of love for me. I reciprocate, but it was brief, then I stopped.

- Rog, I have to go. Clotilde may distrust. Let's talk to each other during the week, okay? I said and gave him a quick kiss.

He smiled at me.

- OK my love. Good evening, "he said, smiling.

Clotilde appears at that moment.

"Helena, let's go home," Clotilde said.

- Come on Clotilde. He said smiling down the stairs and Rog smiled at me.

The days went by ... I continued my appointments in London as Miss Universe. I did not tell Clotilde about the kiss Rog and I exchanged. I do not want to risk losing the crown and I have not done anything wrong either, I'm not dating Roger. But, the kiss continues in my thought and heart. Since the kiss I do not stop thinking about Roger. Speaking of Rog, he continues to record the album with Freddie and John at Trident Studios. Bri left the hospital on August 30th, Friday and would have much work to do now, with the recording of the band's album. His job will be double.

September

On September 5, Thursday, it was Freddie's twenty-eighth birthday. Everyone celebrated in a pub, but I did not drink anything alcoholic. Clotilde was with me in the pub and there was paparazzi. It was great to spend my birthday with my friend. Rog and I exchanged a lot of looks and tonight he did not stay with any woman. He noticed Bri also looking at me suspiciously, as if he had noticed something between Rog and me.