Ally.
It was our 5th year anniversary, and every year I try to do better than the year before. This year I wanted to take her Brazil. She's been talking about for awhile now, I just had to make some calls for work and the girls. Keeping a secret was really hard. I was laying in bed next to my emerald eye princess. I had everything set up for her. I just hope the giant bear across from her won't scare her. Rose petals were on her side on the floor spelling out "Love U" I couldn't believe its our 5 year anniversary.
It took a long time getting my head wrapped about my feelings for the sweet lady. She's been my favorite person for 10 years. After Lauren confessed her feelings for me, I actually took a ride to the beach to think. She was so worried she lost me, as a person, and I didn't want that, it took almost the whole day to come back to her. I drove back to her apartment and I was kinda glad Normani was at Dinah's. She opened the door, give me a look and then walked back on the couch.
"Lo, I know you're mad at me but you just spit it out. My brain froze. I know I shouldn't run out on you but Lo, I was scared."
"You were scared? I couldn't hold it in anymore. I like you so much that scares me because I don't ever want to lose you. I was sick and worried about you all day. I texted and called you so many times. Ally, I thought something really bad happened to you."
"I'm sorry, I turned off my phone so I could think. Lauren, I promise you no matter what happens in this world, you'll never loose me. You're the most import person in my life. I don't want to jeopardize anything. I'm sorry I scared you. "
"Please don't do that again. I know I said it but I wanted to tell you how I felt about you."
" I know Lo. If you're serious, I will take a chance with you, I just want to take it slow."
" You won't regret this, I promise, thank you for giving me a chance."
Lauren gave me our first kiss and a hug on that day. September 14, 2018. We've been together since and I've been never more happier than being in love with my best friend, someone knows me, who has been there from day one. We moved to back to Miami 3 years after. Dinah and Normani are in Cali and in a relationship. Going on 3 years. I couldn't be any happier for my friends. Some random universe. Camila and Lucy got together. Surprising right? We are all good, and friends.
Lauren started to blink her eyes. I smiled big and started kissing her shoulder, her neck. Sucking it, making her moan was my favorite sounds. She pulled me in closer and we started making out. I can kiss her perfect lips all day.
She turn over and saw what I did and starting blushing so red like a tomato. It was so cute.
"Babeeeeee! I love you so so much." She said as she kept kissing my face.
"Thank you for this and the bear... it's freaking me out but it's the thought that counts baby."
"Happy anniversary and Valentine's Day baby! You make my life so much better and I would choose you over anyone or anything. I love you Lauren Michelle Jauregui!"
"Mi amor! I can't believe it's been 5 years! You're my world baby girl. This is so damn cute baby! I love you Allyson Brooke Hernandez, thank you for choosing me!"
After our love fest we finally got to eat Waffle House together and I brought the tickets hiding in my bag. I wanted to keep surprising her. We ordered and waited on our food.
"So baby I got you something well for the both of us but here it is babe."
I slipped the card and the tickets together. She smiled and started reading it. I watched her expression. It went to an awe and then a shocking face.
"WERE GOING TO BRAZIL?!!!!!!" She literally jumped up and then realized where she was and sat back down.
"Sorry" she said she was laughing.
"Babe, were going to Brazil?!"
"Yes, the end of the week since we still have obligations to the band but I talked to the team and the girls helped me out with this and not to say anything to you."
"Oh my gosh, Allyson I love you. Thank you."
She and shared a kiss and she squealed again. It was so cute.
Our night went through with us spending a day at the park and sit by the lake and watched the sunset go down and then she gave me her present which was the one thing I wasn't expecting....
"Baby, I love you so much, you mean the absolute world to me. You can make my day with just with your beautiful smile. You and I been friends and slowly I started having feelings for you and I didn't know to express it because I was so scared of losing you. But you and I started our relationship 5 years ago and I realized how much I really want to marry you, so last weekend when we were at your parents house and you were in the bathroom, I asked your parents for their blessings in Spanish. So oh my gosh, um, Allyson Brooke Hernandez, will you be doing the honor of being my wife?"
I put my hands over my face as I was crying. I never thought this would happen. But I shook my head and said si so many times and I kissed her a lot. She told me that my dad gave me my grandmother's ring that my grandpa gave to her.
---------
I know this is late like really late but late than never. :)
