So before I write this one, I have mixed feelings about what's going on with them especially Camila. I love them all as the 5 and individual. I'm sad about it but mostly how they were all treated by management and how are like puppets and they see them as a dollar sign because of how they look and that's not how they should be treated like.
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Lauren
"Babe, are you putting this on Snapchat?" I asked my girlfriend, Ally.
"It's like you know you me!"
"Lauren! Go away with your stupid egg it smells!!"
"It tastes bomb"
"Ewww!"
She laughed and smiled at me. I loved seeing her smile. I looked at her like it was the first time I met her.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" She asked. I forgot we're not alone so I thought of something quick. I put my egg down and got closer to her.
"Can I kiss you?"
"Yeah if your brush your teeth right now. "
"How about now?" She giggled and started to run.
"Babe! How rude!!"
I started to laugh and chase her down.
"No no Lauren!!!! Stop!" I forgot how fun it is to tickle her.
"Lauren!!!" I hear her laugh!
"Say you love me! In Spanish!"
"Um oh wait, me amas!" She said. I let her go and smiled at her.
"i would kiss you but you smell!" She helped me up and gave me a hug and then I went to finish my food and she went to sing with Normani and Dinah.
I watched her talked to them and get ready as we were going on soon. We all decided to wear the Panthers jerseys for our outfit and man, Ally looked so beautiful. I couldn't be any luckier to be hers."
As the last minute and as always we were waiting on Camila. She told us that she was going to perform with Machine Kelly tonight and to be honest I wasn't too happy about it. I'm glad Camila was singing her duet with him and I really love the song but at the same time I really wished she was more committed to our group then doing her own solo songs. I've been hurt about it since she did a song with Shawn. I have nothing wrong or against him but it feels like she changed and forgot who she was.
We all watched her perform with him. It wasn't easy but it's something we do. We are all supportive of each other proud.
"What's wrong babe?" I heard Dinah asked Normani
"This sucks."
My heart was a little broken when I heard her. Obviously it was time the 4 of us say something about this. It was hurting all of us. I hugged my girl as Dinah hugged hers.
We all went back to our dressing room and got a statement from Camila's reps about her leaving the group. It was as mess that moment. We stood in a circle together hugging each other and let it all out.
I was mad at her. After all we all been through and now she wants to give up? I know in my heart I couldn't hate her but I was so mad. I didn't think it would come to this. Ally held on to me as she knew how it affected me. Of course it affected her and the other two who became my family.
"What are we going to do?" I asked her and her girls looked at her as well. I know she was my girlfriend but she was still the older one in our group.
Our manager came in and told us what was going to happen and how to announce the world, our fans and without knowing what was going to happen.
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It was out and I was terrified of what was going to happen it I know as long I had the other 3 girls by my side I was alright.
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I don't know how it went down but I know the management has taken control of them and I really don't think it's fair for them to feel like they're trapped because of the stupid contracts. But hey maybe they would get to sue them like The Backstreet Boys sue Lou Perlman and he wasn't good guy. I wish the best for the all of them, honestly I'm sad because not only it affected the girls but us as fans. I never want "bad things " to happen to either of the girls and that goes to Camila as she's getting the hate comments and I don't know why people are happy she is leaving and saying Dinah should be next. It's like we're you really fans or just because of this new change you get to be bullies? I wish we could all get along and not hate either of them. If you're a fan you should all be happy, who they date or who they love and respect their family, friends and their happiness. I love these girls, I really do. I hope they're okay.
