Ally.
I knew a lot of people liked when I straightened my hair but with Lauren, it made her not speak correctly. She stutters. It's kinda cute. We were going out with the girls and they knew Lauren and I were super close. It was sorta hurting me when I see her with Ty and she knows it. She wasn't ready for the fans know we were together. I had to respect her choice.
I was dancing with Mani and Lauren was posting video on Instagram she came by us and I was not in the mood but I pretended to be like a gansta.(hehe) I didn't know she was smiling at me.
She ended up spending time with Ty and I kinda wished she was dancing with me. I didn't want to interrupt her happiness. So I told Mani and Dinah that was going to back to the hotel. I wanted her to be happy. They saw Lauren and looked back at me.
"Sorry smallz. Do you want me to go with you?"
"No, go dance with Normani, I'll be fine. Love you guys."
I looked back at her and left. I wasn't happy but she hasn't notice because she has been focusing is Ty. Love the guy as an artist but as being with her, I didn't like. I took one of the body guards with me so the paparazzi won't go crazy. I smiled and headed back to the hotel.
To Maniii; got back okay. Love you!
From Maniii; good. I'll let Dinah. You sure okay?
To Maniii; yeah I'm good, have fun please.
From Maniii; okay, but I'm rooming with you. I won't be out to late.
To Maniii; okay, stay safe!
From Maniii; love you, Allycat.
To Maniii; love you too, Mani!
I ordered room service and watched whatever was on Nickelodeon for the mean time. I decided to take a bubble bath and play some Drake. I put my phone by the table and just relaxed. I needed to think. I know I'm so grateful for our group being so successful as I hoped to be. My family is taken care of and safe. But the most important thing right now is my girls. Individually they are beautiful souls, wonderful people, my best friends, one of my favorite people. Lauren has been one of the rarest souls I ever met. Just thinking about her was making me smile.
"Allyson! Where are you?"
I knew that voice. I wasn't ready to face her. She knocked on the bathroom door. I covered myself with more soap and bubbles.
"Al.. oh sorry, I'll come back. Sorry!"
"Lolo, come back."
She walks in so slowly and quietly.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah I noticed you left and the girls didn't tell me you left before saying bye to me."
"You seem happy with him." She looked at me all sad.
"Don't give me that face."
"I'm sorry Allyson. I don't want to be with him. Everyone keeps telling me he has side chicks, or not ready for commitment and I don't want that. I want to be with you.
"Lolo, I like you and all but I feel like you're not ready for commitment."
"Give me a chance, please, Allyson."
"I want you to be the only girl in your world. I want to the only girl you're thinking about."
"Allyson, you are. I promise. Other girls are just friends, they keep asking if we are getting or together yet. All of them. Even Taylor and Chris."
"You told Taylor and Chris about us?"
"Yes, of course. The day you told me you had feelings for me like that, I went to talk to them and they said "about time. Want to see the group chat?
"Jauregui Sibs."
Christopher; About time, Lauren! We could've told you that.
TayTay; Chris you owe 10 bucks now, and yes we could. About time sister. Yay!!! Tell her I love her!! She's perfect.
Christopher; Yes really is. I'm happy for you.
"Awwww they are so cute."
"See, Allyson, I'm ready."
"Lolo. Are you sure."
"Sí."
"Well what are you waiting for? Come join me."
She wiggled her eyebrows and stripped down for me. She got in and we kissed. We talked about how we would do this.
